Hi,

today I got pi..d again at work. I dislike working for someone else, but I'm still afraid to make the jump. 10 years ago I would have done it without any remorse, now not anymore since I have my family.

I plan in 3 and a half years, not to work for someone else, but for me and my company. 3 years is short, but I must set such a target to make it. I don't aim minimum wage as self-employed person, I shall at least have the same wage I have now, that is my target. 

Sometimes there are days, where I only want to close everything and don't do anything anymore that day. Is it wrong? Yes, of course it is, as I let someone destroy my day. Can I do something about it? Yes, to ignore everything, like the British saying, keep calm and carry on.

Well, easier said than done. Emotions are sometimes, very hard to control. 

What can I do, work on my plan to get out of this rat race. I owe it to my wife and kid. I need the time for them, I want to see my kid grow and it does not help when I'm pissed.

So the plan is that in 3 years I will quit for good my job.

In 5 years I hope to bring my son to school and enjoy the day when he tells me what he was in our garden next to his puppy. This is my target.