I have no idea what this is- a poem? a revelation of my mind or heart? by anaclark

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I have no idea what this is- a poem? a revelation of my mind or heart?
no one will ever understand.
*you're right.*
no one will ever comprehend.
*that's right.*
i will hold on to that.
the one thing.
**the only thing**
in the then, it *was* everything,
but now

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I see everything.
I look for what you were-  PLUS MORE!
the only thing that was pure.
I look for what we were.
The only thing, I'm so sure.
but I've got no love.
That love was running with the devil.
and I loved you... **but I didn't.** I loved the ***musik***. I loved your love and your love of the musik.
but
you
are
the .. **# devil.**

and... nothing... else... mattered...
because, the trust I seeked
I did **not** find in you.

I never opened myself that way.
All these words, I don't just fucking say.
and... nothing ... else...

----- my feet hurt, this bridge is long. why did we buy tickets to Montreal? We should have gone to Toronto. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to ... go... much further from here.

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