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Powerful writing I can relate with a lot of it.. Recently doing art and trying to help others has helped with my depression.. Though.. It's kind of just a mask. Anyways.. I wish you the best of luck and I hope things get better for you.
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Hey thanks. I am trying really hard not to focus on myself as a coping mechanism.........
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You're welcome, and good luck! PS.. I don't think it's wrong to focus on yourself, but maybe a better way to phrase it would be to balance it out more with others.
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