What If? by beverlyjoe

esteem · @beverlyjoe · Sep 12 '18

$2.43

What If?

I was driving home just a few hours ago. I turned up the radio and a familiar song was playing. It was a song sung by Ronan Keating, titled "If Tomorrow Never Comes". A sad song it is, it makes me remember back all my relatives and friends who has departed this life to a journey that we will never be sure off while we are still alive.
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Then as I reached home, I sat down on my favourite sofa and scrolled the movie channel using the TV remote, and I chose to watch the movie "Deep Impact", a movie that was released in 1998, about 20 years ago. Bad choice, it makes me even sadder than before. As I was watching it, it made me think. What if there is no tomorrow? What if I won't wake up from my sleep tomorrow morning? Have I done enough in my lifetime that I should be proud of? Have I shown enough **LOVE** to my families and loved ones? Do they know how much I really love them?

It's almost 3.30am right now, and it is really quite. I am still sitting in the living room with the lights out. Too many things are running through my mind. All because of that song I heard earlier and the movie that I watched. The questions are still lingering in my mind though. I just hope it will fade soon when I am getting sleepier. Trying to think positive. Everything will be ok. 

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<center><h3>Who Am I?</h3></center>
I used to be an Engineer working for companies that specialises in Electrical, ELV and Mechanical contract works for High Rise Buildings, Shopping Malls and Housings. After working in the field for more than twenty (20) years, I finally realized that I need to follow my dreams and passion in the restaurant business.

I was first introduced to Steemit in December 2017, but I was only active blogging in January 2018. Since then, I've been writing almost everyday. There is no specific title that I blog about, I write almost all types of topics that came across my mind or things that interest me. Now, Steemit is part and partial of my life. Through Steemit I began to learn new things and meet strangers that now I called friends. It's an enjoyable journey so far, and hopefully Steemit will be an enjoyable experience for you too.
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<center><h3>My Motto In Life</h3></center><center><h4>"Live Your Life To The Fullest, Stay Healthy, And Be The Beacon Of LOVE For People Around You"</h4></center>

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@kenny-crane · Sep 13 '18

Those are some deep thoughts and questions, my friend. all we can really do is try to use them to motivate us to do our best everyday. We can't control what anybody will think about us, but we can try to be nice and helpful to them and hopefully they will be glad they knew us when we are gone.

Posted using [Partiko Android](https://steemit.com/@partiko-android)

👍 beverlyjoe

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@beverlyjoe · Sep 13 '18

$0.11

There are times when I'm alone, there is a lot of things that came through my mind. Yes, we can only do our best to please everyone and hope that our love ones knows how much we love them.

Posted using [Partiko Android](https://steemit.com/@partiko-android)

👍 kenny-crane

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