Your vote is the strongest based on my observations and thank you for reading all my posts you voted on.  **Really**.  

I have pointed out to my friends when they brag about getting X whale to vote on them and  I often reply **"that's great but @blocktrades has the real power"**

I know things here are complicated from behind the scenes I just feel that somethings aren't right... yet.  Not sure what is right but i feel it's not working for me or most people in the same or similar position as me. 

I admit i assumed a vote from you was a bot vote.  I can't tell your voting patterns, you are too all over the place, which makes you unpredictable; when so many people say chase the whale vote.  I never chased the whale vote i wrote what was on my mind. 

People say ***"write what whales vote for"*** but this is a ridiculous suggestion as whales have opinions and moods as well.  OMG you might be a real human!!  

I will miss it here. It's an addiction.  I will wake up and turn on my computer and this is the first thing i go to daily, well until this past week.

Thank you @blocktrades I hope in the near future Steemit finds a fair balance to satisfy all.  But that might go against the nature of the platform.  Rough road you have ahead and it will get rougher before the path is smoothed out.  Smoothing the path might damage it as well. 

You can not make a trail in the forest without knocking down or cutting some trees in the way.  

I just hate stressing over a few dollars profit in rewards.  I literally lose sleep over it. A few bucks in Steemit Coins.  Can you believe that? Stressing over the cost of  cup of coffee is not for me and Steemit made me do that.  

Seriously.  I would lose sleep thinking about $5SBD weekly average and that's just ridiculous.  The past 5 days have been extra brutal.  I can't remember what I did with the same time before i met Steemit.  And that hurts more.  

I will miss you and my time here but like any addiction it can be beaten, with time and effort.  

Thank you for all the past support.  I have noticed every time you voted for my post, really, though I did not say.  More people should say "thank you" when they get a whale vote.  I hope in the future they can.  I hope this post encourages that.

You are a worthy leader and I hope Steemit becomes the dream you imagined it to be.

Xie Xie Qin