<p>I know all of them in an hour. I read the procedure, I talked to my doctor. This operation will prevent unhappiness in the future. I must leave my life in my belly because I am not ready not because I have to.</p> <img src="https://lethbridgeunitedway.ca/nov2015/sites/default/files/shutterstock_24114604.jpg" alt="possibility ile ilgili görsel sonucu"/> <p>My darling fell asleep in a lot of alcohol. I was relieved or safe for seeing her. He is the owner of the needle, falling down from my brain, corners and walls.</p> <p>I'm wearing one of those dudy hospital gowns. The sweat is not clear. They've got a couple of couples out of one mold. Although I don't need any help physically, they insist on reaching out from the room to the stretcher. I find this unreasonable action and I walk to the elevator.</p> <p>I'm going down to the surgery room where the procedure will be disrupted. I met myself in the mirror. It was a short eye contact. Everywhere is quiet. The needle is still falling.</p> <p>I took a deep breath. The cannula they put in my hand slowly give the drug. I'il wake up in about 45 minutes. Last time I saw my right foot fall off the side of the stretcher like a dough.</p> <p>When I woke up, there was no trace of the needle. Now, I'm looking around with a buzz in my brain. I came home the same day.</p> <img src="https://andreakihlstedt.com/wpsys/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/faith-1024x768.jpg" alt="possibility ile ilgili görsel sonucu"/> <p>We promised each other we'd talk. We could not hold it. What the hell was he talking to? I like the possibility of being destroyed, like all the fallen nights.</p> <p><a href="https://lethbridgeunitedway.ca/nov2015/sites/default/files/shutterstock_24114604.jpg">Picture1</a> <a href="https://andreakihlstedt.com/wpsys/wp-content/uploads/2015/02/faith-1024x768.jpg">Picture2</a></p> <br /><center><hr/><em>Posted from my blog with <a href='https://wordpress.org/plugins/steempress/'>SteemPress</a> : https://buggersteemit.000webhostapp.com/2019/03/i-liked-the-possibility-of-being </em><hr/></center>
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delegate4upvot | 0 | 761,522,324 | 1.6% | ||
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