Today i had the chance to sit down & talk to my Godma about Full time ministry / going into bible school. I am not gonna lie but half of the time it really hurts because you sense like God is telling you through her the truth. And to hear all that it’s really painful. Half the time I’m wondering whether why of all person me? Why do I have to go through such stern, such pain in order for me to grow in that calling? Just a lot of why’s goes on in my head. It’s always so easy to read but sometimes so hard to accept. It hurts sometimes to a point i just burst into tears. But I know that all this will keep me going as i journey through that new season , it will all be worth it. I guess that the way God’s wants me to grow / not fall back but keep going on strong. It may hurt so bad now but I’m going to stay positive and go through life as it is. Lord please grant me strength. Sometimes i don’t know whether I can go on with all that sterning and change of a new season. But I choose to put my whole trust in God. His will be done. Becoming a servant for God to use requires that we be empty all of our own ambitions. It’s really just say , die to self , take up the cross and follow me. ❤️ < “ I wanna sit at your feet Drink from the cup in your hand. Lay back against you and breath, feel your heart beat This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand. I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming “  Move forward it only gets better when you keep persevering on because the journey that the Lord plan out for You will be extremely fruitful and blessed!
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It is actually really hard to take on the trail. Trust me, it hurts more to tell out the truth but there is a word from the scripture: >Wounds from a friend can be trusted, but an enemy multiplies kisses. **Proverbs 27:6** It is also a way to wake us all up from what we want and truly learn to let it all go and let our desires of life returns to us at the right timing, **HIS timing** Somewhere I read, sometimes we have to let go in order to receive something better. This too is something I struggle. Let's keep moving and growing together.
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Amen! 💪🏻Keep pressing on together’
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