욕심일까 희망일까? by cjsdns

hive-160196 · @cjsdns · Jan 23 '21 (edited)

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욕심일까 희망일까?

https://youtu.be/lZAR23cNnA8

욕심일까 희망일까?/ cjsdns

저절로 넘쳐흐르는 
샘은 아니라도 
괜찮은 수맥이 있어 보여 
관정을 하나 박았다. 

제법 되는 수량에 목마름은 가시고 
며칠 지나고 나니 욕심이 생긴다. 

좀 더 굵은 놈을 때려 박을걸 
하는 아쉬움이 모락모락 피워 오를 때 
아니야 
아니야 
괜히 잘 나오는 샘도 건드리면 물길이 바뀌는 거야 
이대로도 좋아 
천년만년은 아니래도 십 년쯤 마르지 않고 나왔으면 
아니 5년 
아니 1년 만이라도 그랬으면 좋겠다는 마음에 
이게 뭐지 하는 생각에 
이게 희망이야 욕심이야 하고 내게 묻는다. 

나도 모르겠다. 
희망 같이도 보이고 욕심같이 도 보이고 
그게 그건가 하는 생각도 들고 
그러나 노래는 저절로 나온다. 
oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자 
oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자 
어느새 아내와 둘이서 
기차놀이하듯 첨성대를 돌며 강강술래 하듯 
거실 탁자를 돌며 염원하듯 외친다. 

oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자 
oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자 

욕심 이래도 좋고 
희망이래도 좋다. 

oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자 
oo덕에 돈 좀 벌자

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@romankadyrov · Jan 23 '21

The poetry is very interesting, is this spontaneity part of your story right now.?

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@dozam · Jan 23 '21

ㅇㅇ덕에 돈 좀 벌자?
아, 그 ㅇㅇ이 뭘까요? 궁금합니다 . ㅎㅎ

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@cjsdns · Jan 24 '21

궁금증을 풀지 못하면 병이 됩니다. 하여 말씀 드립니다. 
그건, 그건 스팀 입니다.

스팀이 상승하면 보상도 늘어서 여러 사람도 나눔 할수있고 그것을 비지니스와 잘 연결하면 많은 사람들이 혜택을 볼수있기에 더불어 더불어 덕을 보는 일이라 스팀 덕에 돈좀벌자 외치고 탑돌이 하듯 뱅글 뱅글 하루 서너번씩 합니다.  늘 건강하시기 바랍니다.

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@dozam · Jan 24 '21

아하. 스팀 대박 기원하셨군요. ㅎㅎ

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