[그냥일상]쉽지 않음 by crowsaint

hive-101145 · @crowsaint · May 17 '22

$0.70

[그냥일상]쉽지 않음

인생이 마음대로 되지 않는다는걸 깨달은지도 오래 되었지만
그중에 사람과의 관계가 가장 어렵다는걸 매일 매일 갱신하고 있다.
특히 같이사는(?)분의 심기에 따라 파도타기를 하는 하루하루가 점점 힘겨워 지는 듯

얼마 전부터인가 갱년기가 어쩌니 저쩌니 하면서 압박을 주고 있는 그분이 점점 도를 넘어서는 것 같은 느낌...
근데 ...나도 온다고!!!
>남성들도 최근에는 스트레스와 환경오염 등으로 인해 남성 갱년기의 발생 연령이 30~40대로 낮아지는 추세라고 한다. - 나무위키-

생각도 많아지고 답답하기도 하고 20대에는 꾸지도 않던 꿈을 꾸는거 보니 어째야 하나 싶다.

진지하게 둘이 손잡고 병원을 가봐야 하나 
심리 상담을 받아야 하나
아니면 그냥 살아야 하나...

아침부터 갱년기 완화 영양제를 찾아보다 막 던지는 말에 또 상처 받고 있는 중
그런데 이정도로 상처 받는거면 갱년기 온거 아닙니까 진짜 ?
![](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmWBn4H421UwUBmD3QGooTV9Y8RSAe1JSJyBDYszpQUBDH/image.png)
에라이 멘농이다.
(사진은 2년이 되어서야 백시바견인걸 알아챈 본가의 이슬양.)

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@successgr.with · May 17 '22

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@jswit · May 17 '22

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@redpsy1040 · May 17 '22

지금의 고비 잘 넘기 셨으면 좋겠습니다. 더 행복하셨음 좋겠네요.

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@crowsaint · May 18 '22

감사합니다. 뭐든 잘 되겠지요

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@illluck · May 17 '22

벌써 갱년기라니요...넘 일러요~

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@crowsaint · May 18 '22

앗... 하지만 슬슬 조짐이 보여요 ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ

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