Dear Diary: All I Wanted In Life Was A Normal Life by cryptopie

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· @cryptopie ·
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Dear Diary: All I Wanted In Life Was A Normal Life
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Envy is what I feel when I see my school batchmates show their successes in life. Some got married have the family of their own, some have the family of their own and went to live abroad or at least had a trip someplace, and some got rich by selling real estate property.

But less than .001 percent like me never had any chance of achieving those normal achievements. So when I get to think of it sometimes I just make a deep sigh and question why in 6 billion people on earth that this kind of difficult, rare, and expensive to manage health problem ever happened to me.

A normal person would feel suicidal if not to get depressed. But I have passed both of that, being suicidal is out of the question but I had been depressed even before I went for my first dialysis because then I already knew what will become of me but not this that I developed bone problems and disfigurement.

So I am persevering to have a normal life, near-normal at least because there is also a very big chance that I can  ever achieve most of my medical plans even though I could get funded. But who knows maybe if I would search harder I would find a doctor that could help to fix my mouth so I can be able to eat normally and speak without much difficulty.

But still I will never lose hope because hope is what drives  me move forward because life is about the continuity of life and that is what I am doing. To achieve it is to do my part in this jungle of a life that I live in where I really have to outwit even my own mental capacities in order for me to be able to handle this tumultuous life and I really have to survive. But I can do it, with the help of God via steemit community I am empowered.
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@felixgarciap ·
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Powerful and blessed words puts the Holy Spirit in your hands through your steemit Blog, think you are leaving invaluable wealth to humanity with your life testimony. Receive a warm hug @cryptopie
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@mediaservice ·
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Of course, every person wants a normal life. But God is great. God like you, and your stamina.
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@elider11 ·
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Only God knows why these things happen, nevertheless remain in struggle and with faith.
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@jenniferbb ·
you are a very strong person
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@peedrokiller ·
Strength and pray for you
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@teresah ·
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We all want a normal life, only that God decides that we have to live, he knows the why of things.
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@reinaldor ·
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Así son las cosas en la vida hijo.
Muchos de mis amigos hicieron fortuna, ya varios de los que estudiaron conmigo han fallecido, varios viven con muchos menos recursos que yo, hay quienes tomaron la mala vida y en fin cada quien tomo su rumbo.
He pasado por malas rachas y las he superado. He vivido las verdes y las maduras. Perdí a mi padre y madre cuando era joven.
A Dios gracias no me toco vivir una enfermedad que me limitará y de verdad no se la decisión que hubiera tomado pero creo que nunca la de quitarme la vida. No...... ese es el acto valiente de un cobarde y ni yo lo soy y tu mucho menos.
Tu eres un CAMPEÓN que se ha subido a un ring muchas veces y has ganado todas las peleas y te quedan unas cuantas por librar y seguro vencerás.
Como tu dices.... estás empoderado y eres sabio. 
Tienes una gran familia y tu los ayudas mucho.
ARRIBA CAMPEÓN. 
A GANAR BATALLAS.
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@mzee ·
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Don not take stress, May God Make you more healthy Amen Nice to see you,
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