Dear Diary: Blindness Is My Real And Present Fear by cryptopie

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· @cryptopie ·
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Dear Diary: Blindness Is My Real And Present Fear
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On top of it all and it doesn't get any worse than what you see on me here currently. If you look closely my right eye is beginning to close up because apparently my bump on my face is continually growing bigger and bigger, so with that my real and present fear of losing my vision soon will be a painful and dark reality and I will be left in darkness. Maybe no more steemiting for me from thereon.

If I will be unable to blog because I got blinded by my bone condition on my face. I will just live off from the money that I had saved from steemiting. So I will begin to deplete my resources until no more because of my expensive medicine and the fact that I am a dialysis patient already. I will die in agony and misery, what a way to die after all the fight and struggles that I had done just to see the light of another day.

I am not talking about a possibility but a reality, that soon I have to face and sweat it out of. It is not that I am exaggerating, the possibility that I will lose my vision is dictated now by my Leontiasis, a very debilitating disease that I can really attest. It is hard to see now even when I am typing this blog and I have to turn my head as not to block the vision of my left eye but I know that soon I will lose it and hope to really not be blinded in two eyes simultaneously.

I am like a boxer that is trying to win the fight but is always hit on the groin area. I know now that soon all will end, I do not want to get blinded before I reached my goal. My goal is not solely for me, now I am just putting my welfare on the last item on my list. So now I am in a battle to get to my goal before I lose my precious vision. If I would die before I win then I cannot do anything anymore, to die is rest and it is quite a life here and like any worker, I will call it a day and submit all things to God.
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@haikalbatat ·
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I think you should take a lot of rest, for the sake of your growth, thank you we always care about your situation
@cryptopie
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@tjunaidi ·
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Saya sangat menyukai posting anda,, # @cryptopie
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@flaxy ·
Oh no so sed 😭😭😢😢
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@gigehsteem ·
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Greetings friends steemit community, you will recover quickly
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@rejacole ·
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May God bless you buddy!
Be strong my friend! 💪🏼
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@tjunaidi ·
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Semogga di tahun 2018 penyakit anda sembuh... # @cryptopie
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@rusli · (edited)
hay @cryptopie, I pray to God that you can be healthy as ever
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@aemkar ·
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hi we see you again in your post tonight. I read your story a little bit upset with your current condition. Happy New Year
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@eliashossain ·
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Why do you say such a friend, I hope the Creator will protect you from all dangers. Best wishes for you.
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@sulaidasilva ·
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hopefully at the beginning of 2018 you better again, greetings from me @sulaidasilva
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@yulissari ·
Moga cepat sehat kawan selamat tahun baru
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@naidipulkindo ·
Semogga perjuangan anda di steemiy,  tidak sia-sia,  dan teman-teman steemit akan selalu mendukung anda,
# @crytopie
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@aaawee ·
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I hope your always good every day.. And your always health in every day..
I love you @cryptopie.
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@sulaisteem ·
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the pain of the test of God
God wants to test our patience
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@muhammadkamal ·
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What did the doctor say? You can make a quick operation.
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@simarhaban ·
such a beautiful night as yesterday, we are always present in the world of steemit. good luck for us
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@rimon24 ·
you show the doctor quickly.
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@cutminajn ·
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Saya sangat sedih mengar cerita penyakit anda,# @cryptopie
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@cutminajn · (edited)
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Semogga dengan uang steemit,  anda bisa berobat sempurna. # @cryptopie
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@stillwater ·
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Oh my friend this will not happen to you and if it does just post a single key... whatever that is and I for one, as I'm sure many others, will still support and help you via steemit!  We are one here!  Be well my friend and happy New year from mine to you and yours!
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@eselina ·
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I think that you will be quick and fast, my friend will not fear, God will protect you, I pray for you, good luck for you
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@nurislam ·
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Don't worry about it.
Allah will help you.
U will be well very soon.
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@richq11 ·
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One eye isn't too bad... I've been legally blind in one eye all my life. Do what @stillwater says if worse comes to worse, or maybe you can dictate to someone to type out for you. God always makes those He loves best suffer most- you will have a higher place in Heaven. I tell myself this when the pain seems unbearable. Remember my friend, problems are just things to overcome- never, never give up. There are two kinds of people... those who wring their hands and give up, and those who solve problems.
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@riana67 ·
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Never ever give up hope! We think about you and pray for you. Your fight is not over: it has only begun with us as your army.
A blessed 2018 for you!🎉🎈🎊
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@sojib24 ·
Oh my pal this will not happen to you and if it does just p.s. a single key... anything that is and I for one, as I'm certain many others, will yet desist and back taking place you via steemit! We are one here! Be plus ease my friend and glad New year from mine to you and yours!
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@practicaleric ·
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Vision loss is such a sad thing, but  am sure you will not lose your sight. So many people including me are praying for u. Things will get better , look on the brighter side :) Wishing u all the best in 2018
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@seanmalex ·
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Please always try not to think negatively,you will surely win the fight no matter what the condition may be.
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@ziaur ·
Each and every steemian will help you thanks @cryptopie
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