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My mother went on to the government agency today where we had filed my papers for a charity service to help me pay for my proceeding dialysis treatments from tomorrow up to the end of December or at least up to the second week of it. It is because my health insurance only can cover until this mid-November and after that we  would shoulder out of pocket the expenses thereafter.

So we filed again and now the queue line before she had gotten there is long already as my father told me. My father just went home before dark yesterday and left my mother there to stay all night. Now she has been there all day without maybe much eating, bathing, and much needed rest. I know my other that she needs to sleep but now it is dark already and I texted her to get some news and not responding yet.

I don't know what is up from that charity service and it has not been so slow like that before. I think my mother now is very frustrated and I am feeling sorry for her and my father. I also am feeling some guilt because I know that it really is not their responsibility now to help me but they are just a loving parent for me ready to sacrifice just to bridge  my financial needs over.