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Almost just the same but more aromatic than if you would make into some muffins, cornbreads, or muffins, this toasted cornmeal from the pan is just delicious and it bring me to the fond memories of my childhood where the former president of the Philippines gives us rations of this food plus some skimmed milk that we call "Klim."

The milk we just eat it as is, mix it with a little sugar and eat it, or make it into a drink. Mix cornmeal with the milk and plus some sugar and wrap it up in a banana leaf before cooking it over a pan. The aroma of the slowly burning banana leaf and the corn just gives additional flavor and the savory product is energizing to our bodies, well to anybody because of the dense nutrient-packed food from the government.

This is just my way of maintaining my health so that I won't lose anymore weight. My image is so ugly that people just don't treat me with a normal respect in the outside world. Because people re prejudice, most of them are and you can just see it if you had already experienced it like I do. Too bad that I am not naive anymore because I can sense a lot of things around me. Maybe I am just sensitive but that is thing that I am perceiving it.

Anyway, that is the story of the corn, my way of physical self preservation thanks to steemit family I ca quite afford this food and my medicines and I hope someday a miracle that I will again see myself to emerge as a beautiful butterfly from a lion-faced uninteresting grub from the hominid species.