Dear Diary: I Just Want To Cry About My Parathyroid Medicine by cryptopie

ulog · @cryptopie · Aug 23 '18

$7.19

Dear Diary: I Just Want To Cry About My Parathyroid Medicine

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I am nauseated right now, I feel like I wanted to vomit as my Cinacalcet tablet is wrecking havoc again. I paused in taking it because of the said reason so that I could regain my appetite back and give my body some room to recuperate.

But it seemed that it was a wrong move in my part but you cannot blame me because I had been enduring its ill-effects in my body for quite a while and it does make me live with less pain but with agonizing nausea and loss of appetite. So I am just silently crying about it because no one can really help me with this not even myself because I am tied into two opposing forces of dilemma with some serious consequences.

Taking my medicine is really the worst thing to do but I have to do it because it will save me from having my head swell with its facial bone features. Right now it feels that my jaw joint is being affected  by a slow bone swelling so it is a terrible issue which scares me for many obvious reasons.

Now I just have to take one tablet a day because I just simply can't do two but with just one tablet already causes me a lot of health troubles. So my well-being is somewhat destroyed right now. It is just pointless to live with this kind of situation, I am a walking tortured pityful folk and I am tired.

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@ihashblox · Aug 23 '18

$0.26

Few things that saved me during chemo, while its not same as you're taking.. but it helped.

Ginger if you can tolerate it, helps a lot! Clears up nausea. Have you ever tried cbd oil? It's natural and legal but it helps with feeling sick and reduces swelling.

Please don't give up.  Prayers

👍 canadian-coconut, cryptopie

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@cryptopie · Aug 23 '18

Its a good idea and I will  try them @ihashblox thank you.

👍 ihashblox

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@teresah · Aug 23 '18

I ask God for mercy and heal you, Strength friend.

👍 cryptopie

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@jdbs · Aug 23 '18

It is difficult for me to read this, because knowing that a being of light as you suffer and that no one can help you is difficult. God bless you!

👍 cryptopie

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@darthnava · Aug 23 '18

$0.17

Have you gotten a medical check up about the side effects?

👍 darthnava, cryptopie

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@cryptopie · Aug 23 '18

Yes I told my doctor about it but she only told me to continue with my medicine. I don't think she understands what I am complaining about.

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@franciscana23 · Aug 23 '18

Se que suena fácil para nosotros que no sentimos lo que tú sientes asi que lo único que me queda desearte es que no te rindas mucha fuerza y ánimo @cryptopie

👍 cryptopie

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