![Screenshot_20190208-124241_1.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXnPuHGSpLjbmBrp2Mg4awPhPoXngMS3Q66ZC9sGJExjt/Screenshot_20190208-124241_1.jpg) Almost all of my major organs have a defect like for example my left eye is basically or should I say "legally blind". I can still see with it but its peripheral vision is distorted. Then of course my bones just gives me deformities like in my right hand, they all point to the left when I try to put my fingers together. That is why I have some trouble eating with my hands as I could not easily use them to eat rice. Then this issue of weakness in my grip and overall body strength, it all had gone down the drain so now I am almost 100% just relying on others to do some things for me because I simply cannot anymore. Sadly it all falls to burden my aging parents so I am praying to God to give them more strength because I needed their immediate love, care, and support for me. <center>![weak.gif](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZGe5523Vk1aMRbSPdD9A8dLHqp7A2LkxDgNW9teV1PEp/weak.gif)</center> [Source](https://media0.giphy.com/media/QoZunxgU0Z1i8/200w_d.webp) Now I am having this bothersome ringing of my ear. It actually got worse in the course of years which maybe a complication of my bone issues because our ears have the smallest bone in the body so if that would be affected which I think is already happening then I might find myself deaf in the future. May God forbid that from happening because it will too much to bear already. That is why I am religiously taking my parathyroid medication because at least I have a hope if not cure my bone condition is to slow its progression down. So I am also getting stricter about my diet, well I cannot eat that much anyway but my effort is till not fading away despite it is hard in the body and my well-being and expensive matter too manage. If I were an automobile I could have been sold for scrap already but I am like our car, half-eaten by rust and modified inside by my father that made it ugly with no style but still running and running and running. Maybe it is because it is useful I don't know because I think I am just wasting oxygen with my prodigal existence.
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Stay strong. May God bless you all the time Posted using [Partiko Android](https://partiko.app/referral/olivia08)
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Sorry to see you in so much pain dear friend. Hope and pray for your healing. I know you are going through this terrible time for a very long time and it feels like it will never get better, but like I said before, God does miracles every single day and he has a purpose here for you, that is why he is keeping your here with us, dear friend.
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Yes Ma'am it is a torture but what I can just do is to pray and hope that this ringing ear of mine won't progress into a much bigger problem. @joalvarez
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We always have you at heart bro. The love of steem is deep. sorry and we hope the very little prayers and support we have for you keeps you in better shape @cryptopie
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You are not a scrap, you are a great human being, fighter and victor.
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dude if you were a car i would get some new parts for you...hang in there brother! (are you a music lover?)
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Yes I listen to music, I just have some particular songs that I liked to listen all the time, it soothes me. @karinxxl
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I believe you in that one...what kind of music do you like dude?
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@cryptopie you bring life to us all, no waste it is a pleasure to know you and appreciate your posts. If you were a car you would be tuned Camero - stylish and unique. I wish you well as always, throughout everything you endure you show the guiding light we all should appreciate. [![c0ff33commentaimage.png](https://steemitimages.com/DQmPfQAJ6t12Yvpf2CcMUNWXwZSr7UpNhjZVjR14PJggrL9/c0ff33commentaimage.png)](https://steemit.com/witness-category/@c0ff33a/my-witness-application-by-c0ff33a) #thealliance #witness
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It is really sad to hear the pain you are really going through now. I pray God should heal you
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