Dear Diary: My Health Battle Is In All Fronts by cryptopie

health · @cryptopie · Oct 23 '18

$20.10

Dear Diary: My Health Battle Is In All Fronts

![Arnold-new.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXjGkhMGbDQwYuTrcoBnyqqg5gdvVu3uh6eh7x8KHEc12/Arnold-new.jpg)

I just successfully used the bathroom today but it was like hell of a difficulty because I am fighting against all aspects of my health issues like weakness, severe stiffness, pain, difficulty in breathing, and all in between.

It is just like a battle in all fronts and I have to cover both flanks and behind. My body really is a hard nut to crack and it won't budge despite all that I am getting and it is just a very bad punishment that it really is a torture of a life.

I guess that my parents will not cry if I would die and in fact they might throw up a party and celebrate that at last I am in peace and not in pain and misery anymore. But it might be a long way as I do not feel anything about my heart conking-off.

My only refuge is my bed, when I lay down because it is the only time that I am freed from much discomfort and pain. I know that life is still beautiful but to live like this is not how life must be. I am just being saved by technology and pity of others on my soul. I just hope that God would pity me and take my spirit already because I am too tired now.

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@phusionphil · Oct 23 '18

I hope the pain stops for you one way or another dude. good luck.

👍 cryptopie

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@tts · Oct 23 '18

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@gavvet · Oct 23 '18

$0.30

I suspect this is applicable.

https://www.lds.org/scriptures/dc-testament/dc/121.7-10?lang=eng#p6

👍 gavvet, cryptopie, dragonslayer109, mandela, murh, jacor, timsaid, gniewomir-sotel, steve-walschot

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@cryptopie · Oct 23 '18

Thank you Sir @gavvet I appreciate your concern.

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@khanza.aulia · Oct 23 '18

$0.04

Keep figh dude, fight your pain, appreciated 🤲🏻

👍 cryptopie

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@cryptopie · Oct 23 '18

Thank you @khanza.aulia

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@singa · Oct 23 '18

You are a very strong man! 
Many would have long given up and stopped fighting! 
I wish you good, prosperity and strength to resist your 
problems and difficulties.

👍 cryptopie

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