Dear Diary: Today My Mother Will Going To Submit My Lab Result To My Doctor And I Am Scared What The Doctor Will Tell by cryptopie

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Dear Diary: Today My Mother Will Going To Submit My Lab Result To My Doctor And I Am Scared What The Doctor Will Tell
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My mother will be the only one who is going to my endocrinologist today because there is no need for me to go for my consultation ass my doctor only needs to see my IPTH result. I am worried now and I am expecting for her to adjust my dosage to some degree that it will be unbearable for me both physically and financially to sustain it so I am scared now.

I also see my doctor to have no belief in my disposition to undergo a parathyroidectomy probably because of my dreaded appearance. Some doctors or even most people including my family just had given up on me, some a long time ago and others the moment they had seen me. So it is just not going to work if people around me won't even try.

If I won't adjust y dosage my parathyroid will continue to ravage my bones and I will soon suffer the effects of bone hunger like a further backbone deformity, the enlargement of my head, difficulty in breathing, fractures, and of course pain which are all happening now but slowly bring me down.

I just have to risk my life with that surgery or I won't see an improvement in my overall health and I am just so thankful that eventhough I still have an aboral parathyroid secretion my medicine has made e feel way better than before. I just needed some more prayers so I could have the good fate and wisdom to know what to do.
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@mousumimou ·
My god bless you. I pray for you..You will get well soon.
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@mhmtdr0 ·
I always pray for you.:(( @cryptopie
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@pivi ·
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I am so sorry that you have to go trough all this :(
I send you my power, stay strong my friend :)
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@aderemi01 ·
It is well with you ,your family loves you ,God will heal you with his healing power
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@steemfirst ·
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Don't be scared my dear .always remember that God is in control as far as you are involed.Don' t even say that you will risk your life with surgery.i must assure you that God is in total control
.Anytime your doctor tells you that is time for surgery ,just walk in boldly because the battle for your health has been won from the realm of  spirit .we are just waitng for the day we are going to see the physical manifestion .Don't fear so that devil will not rejoice over your life ,but rather put devil helpless by having joy and happiness always.
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@charmsantos ·
I will pray for you, my friend.
Always be strong no matter what.
Godbless.
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@snowbird ·
Sending prayers for your good health and happiness.
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@simivalleyjeff53 ·
My prayers are sincerely with you as you go through this wait.
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@tutufaith ·
Don't be scared, everything would be fine. God is in control, He has made a way for you and He is healing you already. Just be strong and be postive love, we are praying and we love you so much
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@matthiasjohn ·
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I always remember you in prayers and May God Almighty hold you together and get well soon.
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@adejokeade ·
I will always pray for your recovery @cryptopie
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@biyanoor ·
Hi crypto.. Thanx god you are feeling better and strong.. I ll pray more for you.. Keep positive thoughts so it ll be magic soon for yoy
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@asari ·
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you must be patient i will always pray for you @cryptopie
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@vishaq ·
Hope for the best.
Steemians pray for you.
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@cutnana ·
may God always give the best way for you, and patience in facing the test of god
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@mzee ·
Our Prayers with you and most of all our great God blessings with you too.
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