I Can't Basically Do Anything, No Physical Activities Anymore by cryptopie

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I Can't Basically Do Anything, No Physical Activities Anymore
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I am not able to do anything physical lately anymore, I can't do my previous hobbies like cooking or target shooting with my air rifle. I was planning many years ago to repair my rifle because it went broke but as years go by my strength had declined and so it was left under the chair undisturbed and gathering dust. I will be giving it out to a friend soon that could use it.

As for my physical body I am left with a weak and feeble body with not much improvement on my strength alone. I am so weak that opening a bottle or jar is now impossible as well as snacks that I eat during dialysis. I could not press my fingers now effectively so now my overall strength is in the crapper.

That is why often I would feel a sense of hopelessness all because my efforts could not yield results that I am expecting. Now it is just a distant possibility that I could regain my strength back. I really do more things in my life but things are beyond my control. I will just leave all things for God to direct my life, I am not getting any younger and being at home with my parents gives me embarrassment now because I am now a grown man even though my physical appearance doesn't show it but I really do not want to bother my parents anymore.

It is just pointless to live like this, you can't do much anything physical so it depresses me very much.

Thanks for reading. :D
  
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Ich kann in letzter Zeit nichts Körperliches mehr tun, ich kann meine bisherigen Hobbys wie Kochen oder Schießen mit meinem Luftgewehr nicht mehr ausführen. Ich hatte vor vielen Jahren geplant, mein Gewehr zu reparieren, weil es kaputt ging, aber im Laufe der Jahre hatte meine Kraft nachgelassen und so blieb es ungestört unter dem Stuhl und sammelte Staub. Ich werde es bald einem Freund geben, der es gebrauchen könnte.

Was meinen physischen Körper betrifft, so habe ich einen schwachen und schwachen Körper, der meine Kraft allein nicht wesentlich verbessert. Ich bin so schwach, dass das Öffnen einer Flasche oder eines Glases jetzt unmöglich ist, ebenso wie Snacks, die ich während der Dialyse esse. Ich konnte meine Finger jetzt nicht effektiv drücken, so dass jetzt meine Gesamtstärke im Crapper liegt.

Deshalb verspürte ich oft ein Gefühl der Hoffnungslosigkeit, weil meine Bemühungen nicht zu den erwarteten Ergebnissen führen konnten. Jetzt ist es nur noch eine entfernte Möglichkeit, dass ich wieder zu Kräften komme. Ich mache wirklich mehr Dinge in meinem Leben, aber die Dinge liegen außerhalb meiner Kontrolle. Ich werde einfach alles Gott überlassen, um mein Leben zu bestimmen. Ich werde nicht jünger und zu Hause bei meinen Eltern zu sein, ist mir jetzt peinlich, weil ich jetzt ein erwachsener Mann bin, obwohl meine körperliche Erscheinung es nicht zeigt, aber ich wirklich will meine eltern nicht mehr stören.

Es ist einfach sinnlos, so zu leben, man kann nicht viel Körperliches tun, deshalb bedrückt es mich sehr.

Danke fürs Lesen.



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@owasco ·
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You do get stuff done on steem. I'm sorry you feel so down.
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@cryptopie ·
Hi @owasco regarding that, here in steem I am very fortunate and thankful knowing that at this moment I am doing better than most people here in my country.

But being normal or near normal now is impossible for me to experience again so it will just take a miracle for any good difference to happen in my life. But I have to still fight and see what I can do, but at least now even with the pandemic going on I am thankful that I am not bothering anyone in my family to help me out which gives them peace of mind as well. :)
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@lupega ·
I think you don't bother your parents, you work, this means that you contribute to your home, and your situation doesn't allow you to be alone, I'm sure your mother has no problem helping you, mothers are unconditional and beautiful.
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@cryptopie ·
Yes I agree with you there @lupega
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