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My renal nurse had scheduled me for my supposed dialysis God-willing tomorrow morning, the first batch. Usually they are scheduling patients in the first set or batch and making those patients with additional health problems in the last batch.

I had an X-ray with my chest after my dialysis session last Saturday which is required to see if we have a symptom of CoViD so that maybe they will schedule us accordingly if not tested again for CoViD or maybe referred to other hospitals.

My last X-ray before this current one that I had showed that I have some small gallstones. So I am praying that they will not grow bigger and cause me some future troubles and for sure it will incur a lot of expenses again just when I had may appendectomy.

So anyway if I had a bad chest x-ray result I might get those inconveniences but since I had been notified through text that I am scheduled in the first batch I am now confident that my lungs are cleared.

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I cannot afford to get additonally sicker now because I will just subject myself and my parents into a more trouble because if it would happen that I have a CoViD-19 then my dialysis center will send me to the city and get my treatment there if not from a hospital here in my town if they are not full yet.

Plus of course if I am positive then most probably my parents will be or already have been infected. We also live beside my sister and she had children and that will be also hard for her. Then or village will get quarantined for that matter and what I fear will be the stigma it will bring us like we will get treated like lepers.

The bad thing of course will be if we really get totally sick, then if we would be sent to the hospital and we die for example then the last time we will get seen by our relatives will be our ashes from the crematorium.

So getting the CoViD-19 is a tragic case from start to finish which is why me and my parents are very careful. My parents does not go out anymore to buy except when my mother buys to the nearest variety store for some of our necessities. She usually only gives money to my sister to buy our necessities because the senior citizens are not allowed to go out in supermarkets, malls, and other stores and even my sister is not allowed to go out from our town to buy to the supermarket adjacent city and town.

Anyway at least it is just refreshing to know that I am negative or doesn't have any problems with my latest test regarding my lungs considering that I am a long-term dialysis patient and suffered having fluid in my lungs from years on end. It just means that my body really is a tough nut to crack. I really do not know what to do anymore but to pray to God to just have mercy on me and my lovedones and direct our lives free from worries and any additional health issues.