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· @deeday31 ·
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Existing
<center>

#### </center> Hello to all Steemians! 
Here is my new poem for today, hope you'll like it :) 

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## _'Existing'_ 


In every corner I see frustration
That psych up a box full of hesitation
And me with this repetitive procrastination
I can't help not to screech in moderation

For surviving in this big wide sea 
With a genuine bending knee
Is truly not that easy
Because life is full of shit that is crappy

I may strong enough to think
To all the bane that's like a strong drink
That happened with just one  eye blink 
And I'm wishing it will all flee in a wink

Bcoz surviving by many is rarely heard
As the things getting blurred
And all the emotions turn into absurd
I just couldn't pick up the pieces scattered

The high pitch yelling inside
Seeking  the promises that are bona fide
Coz all the lies are now verified
And it will be too late to lower the pride

Surviving the beautifully constructed dreams
Seems so perfect and full of gleams
But now only bring such dark schemes
And it's hard to believe in all the supremes



![711559592512d029adc84f7ee37d22b3.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmXkg3LNPQWGpRjzVVvLLC7ProAeV9i7CF5qsYqsUg9gJD/711559592512d029adc84f7ee37d22b3.jpg)


 [source](https://www.google.com.ph/search?q=breathing+photography+sketch&rlz=1C1CHBF_enPH753PH753&tbm=isch&source=lnt&tbs=isz:l&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwicj5n78fHXAhWEi7wKHcqnAxAQpwUIHQ&biw=1242&bih=602&dpr=1.1#imgrc=qNm6TJeg4ItkvM:)


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@gabinart3 ·
My favorite part was this:
"But now only bring such dark schemes
And it's hard to believe in all the supremes"
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@deeday31 ·
thank u soo much :)
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@deeday31 ·
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@deeday31 ·
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@minnowsupport ·
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@birjudanak ·
very nice poem dear..
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@deeday31 ·
birju!!!!! salamat!
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@appreciator ·
This post is sponsored by @appreciator in collaboration with #steemitbloggers. Keep up the good work
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@deeday31 ·
thank you sooo much!
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@kneelyrac ·
Omg! Daaaaiiii! Congrats!!!
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@melinda010100 ·
Congrats on the @appreciator upvote! Well deserved!
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@deeday31 ·
thank u soo much maam! hope you enjoy reading my poem :D
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@steph4nus ·
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@originalworks ·
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@gaman ·
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