A luxury problem you say ... the cost of having no life, i say,
you see,
christmas .. new year ... all that commercial holiday shit,
i havent since last time i lived together with
psycho-kitty ... :) (all likeness with real people is delusory and institutional)
people mistake it for me being heartbroken
Fact remains ... i have this theory on life :
*if i don't have the money to make it to Tokyo for new year*
*i aint playin' ball ...*
so ...
In comes the Gabe ... leaves you for weeks with nothing, then
throws 14 titles at your head like
here you go, you poor, broken sod, i'll give you some charity
<h2>€229 , you say, Gabe ?</h2>
sure, let me see, *its only a hundred dollar after all, right?*
... i ... i dont think that's gonna fly , Gabe ...
now you make me feel miserable about the state of my wallet again since
200 euros is a problem and i simply cant
MAKING ME CHOOSE !
[Inside](https://store.steampowered.com/app/304430/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Darkest Dungeon](https://store.steampowered.com/app/262060/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Frostpunk](https://store.steampowered.com/app/323190/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Hellblade](https://store.steampowered.com/app/414340/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Monster Hunter World](https://store.steampowered.com/app/582010/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [into the breach](https://store.steampowered.com/app/590380/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Return of the Obra Dinn](https://store.steampowered.com/app/653530/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Gris](https://store.steampowered.com/app/683320/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [PlanetFall](https://store.steampowered.com/app/718850/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Plague Tale](https://store.steampowered.com/app/752590/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Total War](https://store.steampowered.com/app/779340/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [JumpForce](https://store.steampowered.com/app/816020/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule) , [Mortal Kombat](https://store.steampowered.com/app/976310/?snr=1_wishlist_4__wishlist-capsule)
So, since everything is about how-to-profile-your-next-mark so you can drain it ... undead have an order to them , zombies below
that's the lower management and the floor-management ... the people in the aquariam acting all like 'im the boss' ... mostly the people you would see on steemit with a suit and a tie in the profile picture (i mean who the fuck with a REAL job in management would waste time on cent-scraping ... even for a few hundred a week, think about it three times ... that makes no sense ...)
They're the zombies ... the ones that go *braaaains* behind your back , b/c they lack what they need most to advance : ideas (lol yes indeed, sir) ... so they feed you dopamine all the time (like they do on steemit) ... *just a little better* I KNOW YOU CAN ! *look at the fat guy overthere, he's got TWICE YOURS* (yea thats allowed here, it must be cos i was there ...), JUST A LITTLE MORE
<h2>AND THEN</h2>
<h1>TOMORROW!</h1>
repeat in endless loops
sounds familiar ?
https://youtu.be/IRkwg9KMGi8
it doesn't ? still in hi-school or college then or what or maybe ?
straight to the top floor cos daddy was already there or
guttertrash ?
like i was 15 years ago ... (now i'm nothing ... i was aiming for nobody but they gave me
<h1>nothing</h1>
but i'm always good for *braaaaains*
undead have a hierarchy
there's plenty between the zombies and them but the vampires need to drain you ... that's where the profiliing comes in and THAT
.."is why they put mayonnaise on their fried in Holland" ???!?
No , that's Belgium here and that was ... what was that again ? that Tarantino movie, i got the dvd here on the shelf ...
and THAT is where the deals come in, see
but the A.I. knows nothing ... it can't even pick out the fact that i go for "single player / steem achievements" , it keeps pushing "online co-op"
<h2>because teamplay, that is how it's done!</h2>
thing is : it's not ... a CEO is the boss, not a teamplayer ... all genius inventions were basically a one-person thing ...
in the end teamplay is pack-behaviour
so it 'might' get me by style but .. what's the common denominator to the games, its all kinds of genres
AND THE WORST THING !
it knows i barely have any money to spend, so it clearly wants me to choose, based on that it will add something to my profile
which misses reality by a lightmile since my choice is defined by money and what will get me the most time/eurocent spent of ESCAPISM ... (not teamplay)
the A.I. doesnt , because the dataset it was fed
belongs to "the norm" .... , a.i. is fed normal people (a.i. is like the blob, it's not really undead, its just part of the army of the lich-king ...), not ab-normal people, you see, so it get's a "the number is 42!"-error when trying that
if it were in charge it would try to box you into categories that make YOU go
"huh ?"
because : all normal people are alike , but ab-normal people ? if you have a 100 you probably have at least 50 different types of ab-normal inthere and
that does not compute
meanwhile
https://youtu.be/6anSsYOirHE
write-on-the-blackboard-gnome wants me to write on the blackboard , the essay of all essays and the grand theory of everything to save the planet AND the whale ... jesus will reward me ..
tomorrow ...
but i still got pieces of planet-dick stuck up my ass from when it fucked me ten times over so
money up front or no can do :) sorry planet ... blame the humans
you-re-gonna-die-gnome wants me to outside and party ! b/c life is short and NOWS THE TIME TO HOLIDAYS ... however, i dont have the money to go to Tokyo for new-year so
no can do ...
what was i gonna ? i was gonnaaauhhmm ????
forgot ...
guess i'll pick one (and that's NOT what i want for panties and a date, my favourite food and the car i'll never buy, but it wont know that ...)
JUST BE HAPPY (yea sounds like someone here trying to push me to ripoff my grandma into buying steem)
AND JUST
just WHAT ?
JUST WHAT BITCH ?
TELL ME COME ON ....
?
don't be so defensive
THAT IS NOT DEFENSIVE
THAT IS
https://youtu.be/fvCAVDauIG4
DONT YOU KNOW THE DIFFERENCE ?
there will be no celebration since i dont have the money to go to Tokyo, if that's the same next year then that's the same next year
and WHO THE FUCK INVITED YOU INTO MY LIFE ?
i'm sure there's a legal term for you ...
?
no i was gonna, but i forgot, i was gonna do something i think but i got distracted by all the shiney prices ... i just noted, all of them are timesink ... not one single app i marked which i could use for development is on it ...
i think i'll flip a coin between monster hunter world and plague tale for now
but maybe start buying steemkeys for €1 to €2 games ... to give as promo ... somewhere along the line ...
you can't downvote
a steemkey :D
https://res.cloudinary.com/ddxo40bkm/image/upload/v1551756157/tyrnannoght/tyrbloglogdarknights.jpg
i did, i HAD a life, several, i keep saying i'm kiplings cat in a schroedingers nest of me's, where you dont know what comes out until the mouth will open by itself, unforced, and all places are alike to me, most humans too, see normals have this 'thing'
where they're normal (they dont like it, thats why they invented iThings and xpensive watches, Armani suits, ... YOU CAN BE YOU wearing what everybody else does AS A STATEMENT OF IDENTITY ... hide in the safety of the subculture group where you can be ALLL normal, it soothes your primitive brainstem, but you can feel like you are not because you separated from the masses but in fact ... when it comes to patterns, you do just the same, you wear the uniform, you talk the sub-goodspeak, you have moral conduct codes and times on where and how to walk and speak and not ... as normal as it gets ... BUT you're a this-er or a that-er .... or an x-ist or a y-ist ... children inherit the methods and properties of the parents ... all subcultures are sold to you as fake ID
<h1>DONT YOU KNOW ANYTHING ON HUMAN BRAINS?</h1>
the zombies and the vampires do ...
i used to write without thinking a lot here but
its just not worth the time i havent gotten anything done yet
and DONT
DONT
DONT it says
and
sorry, time's up, i wasn't even gonna
<hr>
you see ? a picture of your breakfast or a 30 minute while getting a coffee write ?
or an hour ?
but i made that point long ago
<hr>
and i'm like
[What happened to Gamerankings?](https://www.resetera.com/threads/what-happened-to-gamerankings.120297/)
it's metacritic now huh ?
thats ... pfff , i liked gamerankings it was 0-bs no nonsense get-to-the-point aggregation
but MC, like RT ... you do NOT wanna go for the 'critic' score ... that would be like believing promoted posts in the trending section here
you want USER REVIEWS !! (that's what you really want, on Rotten as well as for games, NEVER GO FOR THE CRITICS OR THE YOUTUBE CLICKBAIT HOES ... (most of them would ridiculize anything cuz for some reason that's easy , and it seems to hit well ... human sense of humour is in essence based on others misery 9 out 10)
so that was helpful :)
https://www.metacritic.com/game/pc/monster-hunter-world/user-reviews
its speaks of a lot of issues that spell "we disrespect pc-gamers but we'll port it for the money, FAST"
but
<blockquote>
I'll never understand the need for Denuvo DRM. Isn't there a way you can protect your IP from piracy that doesn't involve installing what is basically a backdoor/spyware to paying customers? Anything is better than this.
So far i've not seen a way to change style.
</blockquote>
that's enough to not buy it, heh ... so that leaves ... i already removed all the cheap ones i dont have time to play all of it anyway although the cheaper are often more enjoyable, finisheable , 100%-able (like woolfe last time, took less than a week (not in playtime, playtime a lot less) to 100% but i found it, story-line and atmosphere, to be quite entertaining )
plague tale or hellblade ...
i liked Odyssey to the west a lot ... story-driven stuff, you know
but still
you can, for instane, not call Dark Souls story driven as it leaves you hanging with a world to explore and a few scarce npc's to give you a few clues YET
still it's SO immersive, right ?
but plague tale ...
but hellblade ...
but plague tale ...
i played Henry-the-Hungry to 100% too ... what was that game called ? deliverance or something ... gameplay-wise pretty much a joke but the immersion, right? and the whole story and stuff ... the splish splosh and the corpses in the mud ...
so now what ?
plague tale ?
hellblade ?
what ? i dont have to buy christmas gifts, i dont do christmas shopping and there wont be no christmas party
YOU DONT EXPECT ME TO BUY MORE STEEM DO YOU ?
uh ?
critics ... well if you get 70 reviews where 0 negative , i can't possibly trust that, that would be like being in the middle of people who are always possible,
you know them , right ? the triffids ...
they're not real