Hello Steemians, 
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Due to (bandwidth limitation), I decided to check my previous post last night, from the day I got into Steemit (December 2017) until now (February 2018), I was shock! WHAT THE, I forgot to introduce myself all along to the Steemit Community, oh man! I know this is very shameful but need to swallow my pride and I’m asking you all for your forgiveness and understanding, my sincere humble apology to everyone. It’s maybe because I was so happy that my Steemit account was approve and due to the excitement that I can finally share my post for fellow steemians to see, but then I realize I forgot something, I forgot to introduce myself to the community.  Please allow me to introduce myself even though it’s too late but I hope it’s never too late.
<h1>ABOUT ME</h1>
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Hi everyone, my name is Eldean you can call me DeanzBoi, I’m 32 years old, happily married and I have two lovely, cool kids.

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I graduated in Bachelor of Science in Office Administration, Major in Stenography, but unfortunately never got to fully practice the art of stenography, but someday, I’ll go back to the table and refresh the skills, the skill that I used to be good with.

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but as of now have to focus on my family, their needs specially now that my oldest son is attending school and also gotta focus on work, cause we gotta pay the bills right?.
<h1>MY LIFE</h1>

I have no brothers nor sisters (the only child to be exact), I lost my father when I was 7 years old, He committed suicide due to a "NERVOUS BREAKDOWN" and unfortunately I was the one who discovered his lifeless body hanging in our bathroom, it was traumatic for me at the time, and I’m thankful for my Mother, relatives, friends, neighbors who helped me recover from that traumatic experience, at that very young age I start to hate God, I always had this questions before  when I was a kid<b>*"why God took first the good-hearted people in this world and why not instead took first the black-hearted people? There are lots of them in Prison who can chose whoever you want, why my father God? Why?"*</b> 
<br>But God always had answers to those questions; for 4 years, God answered my question.  One day when I was in the plaza and the church was just in front of it, I heard from a priest in his sermon the same question that I had, so I was listened attentively then this was his answer; ***"God took first the Good-hearted People in this world because he doesn’t want them to sin anymore and he wants them to be with him in heaven, and God has given second chances to those Black-hearted People because he wants them to repent from their sins in this world so that at the time of judgement they will also be with them eternally in heaven"***. At the age of 11 it feels like the burden that I carry for the past 4 years had gone that easily, you would never thought that a kid would carry those burden in his heart, yes I did.
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I grow up and raised by a single loving and dedicated mother whom I was so grateful, she taught me to be the person that I am now today, she taught me that whatever life gives you, whatever life throws at you, you must stay strong but no matter how you tried to be the strong person like your Nanay (or Mother), you always end up weak at times of difficulty, at times of trials that life throws at you. Last 2009 my mother was diagnosed with "CHRONIC KIDNEY FAILURE", she was confined to a Hospital in Cebu for 1 month but her body had given up, she’s weak due to her illness, you can’t bear to see how she’s trying so hard to hold on, she did her very best, and I can see it in my very own two eyes that she wants to live longer, but she couldn’t take the pain anymore, the best way to do is to let her go, I know, I should, but how should I start? Where should I start? How should I let go? How could I ever let go?  It’s tough, it’s painful, it’s very painful, but even though it hurts you the most, I must let her go.  But I know my “Nanay” is happy, that she is at peace in God’s loving arms. 
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<b><center>"Thank you for the visit"</b>, <em>they say that your love ones who passed away, they are able to transmit their energy to animals or insects, its their way of communicating with their love ones left on earth.</em></center>
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<center>(TAKEN LAST 2009)</center>
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Life is hard, it really does, it knocks you out ones, twice, thrice or even a hundred times, but no matter what, just get back up, you just have to accept everything and move on,  but always remember the things that made you strong.
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AT PRESENT, I’m currently working at the Provincial Government as an office staff, our office caters Medical Scholarship Program in which we help those who wishes to become a future doctor.  As of now, we have 32 scholars and counting. The Scholarship Includes: Tuition Fees, Laboratory and Matriculation Fees, Books, Supplies and Equipment, Board and Lodging, Uniform Allowance and Transportation Allowance, all shouldered by the Provincial Government of Southern Leyte. It’s not a matter if your rich or not, it’s a matter of how dedicated you are, the willingness to serve his/her fellow constituents in Southern Leyte and as long as they are qualified and can submit all the necessary documents needed, then we’re good to go.
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Thank you Steemians, I’m very much thankful to be part of this wonderful community.</div>
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