your soul is so refreshing @stellabelle I have learnt a lot from you to entice me to write, I love that you have a demonstable faith in *something* reflected in your deep care for your self and others souls and recognising that there is more to life than money, how self love and loving others is also valuable, and you are also brave and open to share your fears about finances. I have been *feeling* my fears about money since living off my plantation six years now, and finding that, the more i face them the less i fear I have, the richer the life