 Want me to end all these complicated puzzles which I made myself and confused how to end it I want to get rid of this the pain you give without you knowing it the pain that made me almost dying and almost became a corpse I want to end but I run instead I want to forget but I just approached Love is complicated, love is hard It's complicated if only I love And it's hard for me to handle you I am stupid ! still expecting you hope all that I am always waiting for I am stupid ! still living in the fantasy of behavior still believe in that impossible dream and still believe, that everything will be beautiful in time ...
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Nice.
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Upvoted! You are NOT stupid. Life and emotions are complex and challenging.
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<p>Congratulations! This post has been upvoted from the communal account, @minnowsupport, by emily1 from the Minnow Support Project. It's a witness project run by aggroed, ausbitbank, teamsteem, theprophet0, someguy123, neoxian, followbtcnews/crimsonclad, and netuoso. The goal is to help Steemit grow by supporting Minnows and creating a social network. Please find us in the <a href="https://discord.gg/HYj4yvw">Peace, Abundance, and Liberty Network (PALnet) Discord Channel</a>. It's a completely public and open space to all members of the Steemit community who voluntarily choose to be there.</p>
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I follow you, you follow me.
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