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Today I suddenly realized that almost 20 years have passed since my first attempts in digital art. And I decided to write a little about my professional path and at the same time I want to share with you one interesting coincidence linked to my magic mushroom experience. 

> *...There are no accidents... (Master Oogway, "Kung Fu Panda")*

I always liked drawing, but in 1996 my parents decided that painter was not perspective profession in our country, and I became a teacher of French language by my formation. And I do not regret it at all, since from the point of view of neurolinguistics, the study of a new language enrich the personality. I was pleased to learn French and I really liked this language. At the same time, I began to study computer graphics on my own and now 20 years later I'm here on Steemit to share with you my life experience in my artistic way. I will be glad if you like it. :) 

![divide7.png](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmaMzGE6UDmPGLjJQRVK1dBqaU5KeXBhWpWNzBJmTQ2wBP/divide7.png)

When I knew about 3D graphics in 2004, I was so impressed that I decided to study it. At that period I was married, my husband told me that I will not succeed because it was too difficult and it will take a long time to study it. Soon in 2005 we divorced *(not because of this, of course :))*, and at the same time I was hired in the first game development studio in our country (here in country Georgia we live in past, don't be surprised).

This was for me a good start point. I started work in program Maya and I got an understanding of art pipeline in gamedev during my work period in this studio. Then I moved to Belarus and I worked into 2 excellent companies, where I grew up as 3D artist. I had an excellent career and earnings, the boss offered me to be an art-lead, but I fell in love with one mysterious person from Russia, I left my career, and went to St. Petersburg. Further, my story of an indie-gamedeveloper/freelancer/downshifter is so mottled that, describing the events of this period of my life, I can become like Scheherazade telling endless mysteriously connected stories. But when I smoke MJ, I always see in retrospect a trembling pattern of my life, and I see some strange coincidences that seem very mysterious to me.

One of these strange coincidences is connected with my mushroom trip in 2012, when I lived in St. Petersburg with my mysterious ex-boyfriend. It was not my first mushroom experience. I took a dose of Psilocybe semilanceata, and magic mushrooms opened to me one more time their beautiful cosmic harmony. I got a deep understanding of eternal beauty and connectivity. It was very enlightening experience.

When my trip began to slow down, I decided to draw. I drew this picture.

![shpongles1.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmR3CU2hmJR3o7sUn56Vj7rAkd9AqCUU7n6gTwgHqSDG7n/shpongles1.jpg)

It looks like a draft, but it has deep meaning for me, I see people walking like blind in fog and they don't see the light. And please pay attention to the cat. 

![shpongles2.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbuAipJPekg8zkzoTXiWrDGLt9hj5ywvKyVw86dU3j85j/shpongles2.jpg)

When I drew a cat, I was surprised that cat was sitting on a branch in such an unnatural position. However, I left this picture as is.

Quite recently, when I published a post about [LSD trip](https://steemit.com/art/@exhibique/lsd-experience-my-drawing-during-lsd-trip), I saw this drawing in the same folder. And suddenly I got some kind of insight! Please look at my cat. He is 1,8 y. old and I'm always amazed by his favorite pose.

![Martin3.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmUyLddUYd2aTef36ogGqACVWy5zSQYDEAXAZNqdc1fFdL/Martin3.jpg)

![Martin2.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbGpUj7h8NhxaqZ5myWrJbsxaTtg7goGmaHqyoLaJtZpu/Martin2.jpg)

![Martin1.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXXo7cSaAdXmnoDXExY6wVLamRkjRZpyHr12MHB8m3DGw/Martin1.jpg)

And his eyes can shimmer from green to orange, when he's angry))

Personally, I see in this two events some kind of synchronicity (called by Jung). Events completely unconnected suddenly turn out to be somehow incomprehensibly connected. I think I drew my future cat in my magic mushroom trip. What do you think about it?

![coincidence.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmUb8swgDMwVpL1wi4r6QaoYW1aCc9b8FfBDXUQppspodw/coincidence.jpg)

Thanks for reading! :) I hope you liked my story :)

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*Sorry for my English:)
All the images used in this post are my property.*