# One whole year has passed since I've worked. This week marks one year since I gave up my job. ## My career of almost 20 years. When I joined steemit about 18 months ago I was still trying to maintain my job. But it was getting harder and harder and I eventually had to give up. # Creativity and feeling inspired brings meaning to my life now. I feel like I have spent the last year trying so hard to get better, get answers, find the right doctor with the right treatment. The only time I go out now is to an appointment or test. The experience leaves me depleted and pained and too often disheartened. ## Yesterday I attended a bone scan. It is in preparation for a possible spinal operation. While it confirmed the issues with my spine it also revealed wide spread degeneration. In many joints. ## The worst is actually in my hands. As I go about my daily steemit art and craft distractions or try to write, I knew my hands were getting worse. # _The confirmation makes it more real._ But I am not going to stop creating with my hands. I can't, it is all I have left. Every thing I make, or write at the moment is a huge effort and conscious choice. ### _Although I don't feel I have another choice. I need to do something in order to be something._ ___ # So I will sloth on. I have enjoyed the slothy theme. I'm hooked. I have committed to trying new mediums and working three dimenensionally. This has resulted in some interesting sloths and Slothicorns lately. # This is yesterday's Slothicorn creation. ![PSX_20180210_141429.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmXdAhd4X5gmAe747xSSqtyUJHRdvZF8yUNo6KqMSy7Kz4/PSX_20180210_141429.jpg) _Keychain made of leather, cotton, felt and key ring accessories. All 100% upcycled and hand made, of course._ ___ I have decided for the coming year if I can muster the energy to get to doctors appointments and reinforce my sick role, it is time to muster that same energy getting out and using my energy to engage in more enjoyable healthy missions too. ___ # Time to dig deep and start living. ![IMG_20170506_003403.jpg](https://steemitimages.com/DQmWHv33vuujTxA3QPAFmtu4ESTMEDbxWKuq5EqCpEqLJsx/IMG_20170506_003403.jpg) <a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/"><img alt="Creative Commons License" style="border-width:0" src="https://i.creativecommons.org/l/by/4.0/88x31.png" /></a><br />This work is licensed under a <a rel="license" href="http://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/">Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 International License</a>.
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That's incredible work..great keep it up.
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Hey friend, just checking in and saying hi :) For what it is worth, whenever I see your name I will take a couple moments and visualize some moments of relief for you. I know we cannot energetically carry each other all the time, but we can do what we can and I will do just that <3 <3
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You are a darling. I am trying to be more real on steemit, and share my creative strategies along side the reality of an ongoing illness. From reading your posts and comments I know we share an understanding of wanting to live a fulfilling life with balance and with respect. Steemit does energise me, and waking today to your message! To think that even for a second someone out there reflected on my existence. I am definitely energised to try harder today. Thanks.
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I love the keyring! And I hope everything gets better :)
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jeez, i had no idea. I wish someone could set up a website so we all could sell our Slothicorn stuff. I like that you still feel inspired.
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Today's is less... Cute maybe. I can't decide if it's a winner or not, standby for the reveal. I have reserved judgement myself. 😂
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Here she is... https://steemit.com/slothicorn/@girlbeforemirror/today-s-slothicorn-brought-to-you-in-clay-form
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