![image.png](https://files.steempeak.com/file/steempeak/hazem91/yPB1ggtp-image.png) Homesick at home Lonely in crowds Distracting my mind Destroying my hope Eager but unwilling Idel but guilty And somehow nostalgic For when I used to do things right. Like an army its neighboring land, Despair invades the heart. Life takes a turn Fantasies fade away Dreams fall apart. All I have achieved Was beginners' luck; Small battles won Before losing the war. When did "Happy birthday" Start sounding offensive? <center>![image.png](https://files.steempeak.com/file/steempeak/hazem91/GDORgV55-image.png)</center> Image source: [Unsplash](https://unsplash.com/photos/h1Wyjbjpihk) If my middle-age crisis starts at 30 yo, does that mean I'll die at 60? 🤔
post_id | 89,554,816 |
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author | hazem91 |
permlink | homesick-at-home |
category | hive-174578 |
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created | 2021-02-22 10:50:57 |
last_update | 2021-02-22 10:50:57 |
depth | 0 |
children | 0 |
net_rshares | 1,259,083,439,661 |
last_payout | 2021-03-01 10:50:57 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
total_payout_value | 0.332 SBD |
curator_payout_value | 0.305 SBD |
pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
promoted | 0.000 SBD |
body_length | 753 |
author_reputation | 16,011,958,080,429 |
root_title | "Homesick At Home" |
beneficiaries | [] |
max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
author_curate_reward | "" |
voter | weight | wgt% | rshares | pct | time |
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donatello | 0 | 6,458,467,025 | 2.5% | ||
psygambler | 0 | 3,462,486,398 | 25% | ||
randomblock1 | 0 | 269,097,026 | 12.5% | ||
elizacheng | 0 | 21,085,812,320 | 15.52% | ||
c0ff33a | 0 | 1,451,499,386 | 50.04% | ||
lebah | 0 | 298,698,161 | 12.5% | ||
dickturpin | 0 | 3,563,280,540 | 25% | ||
frankydoodle | 0 | 5,140,920,169 | 25% | ||
enginewitty | 0 | 6,384,470,965 | 50% | ||
cristo | 0 | 67,469,128 | 25% | ||
ironshield | 0 | 4,663,933,585 | 25% | ||
yehey | 0 | 85,911,904,402 | 25% | ||
shebe | 0 | 1,021,371,975 | 12.5% | ||
killerwhale | 0 | 2,833,957,184 | 50% | ||
rumplestiltskin | 0 | 1,852,402,270 | 50% | ||
silvergoldbotty | 0 | 29,610,373,751 | 50% | ||
thealliance | 0 | 54,480,800,835 | 50% | ||
qurator | 0 | 36,338,963,310 | 5.48% | ||
steemitcomics | 0 | 681,042,814 | 50% | ||
anomallies | 0 | 1,045,092,811 | 50% | ||
halleyleow | 0 | 622,881,556 | 10.68% | ||
fredkese | 0 | 6,716,950,002 | 25% | ||
siggiboy81 | 0 | 514,636,003 | 25% | ||
ayoyemi | 0 | 761,262,993 | 25% | ||
syndicates | 0 | 882,000,809 | 50% | ||
aquinotyron3 | 0 | 1,578,523,369 | 50% | ||
a11y | 0 | 19,546,255,202 | 50% | ||
steembasicincome | 0 | 179,147,662,833 | 100% | ||
kimjaguar | 0 | 2,757,275,648 | 25% | ||
psyborg | 0 | 688,820,623 | 50% | ||
antdroid | 0 | 718,935,284 | 50% | ||
hazem91 | 0 | 693,540,160 | 5% | ||
felixgarciap | 0 | 678,642,832 | 12.5% | ||
peerzadazeeshan | 0 | 2,767,910,356 | 25% | ||
sbi2 | 0 | 90,086,493,186 | 100% | ||
ryenneleow | 0 | 543,619,158 | 10.52% | ||
casperleow | 0 | 466,392,660 | 10.45% | ||
phasewalker | 0 | 151,750,985 | 1% | ||
vinnieleow | 0 | 489,492,827 | 10.89% | ||
branding | 0 | 197,415,867 | 25% | ||
monchhichi23 | 0 | 4,804,816,360 | 50% | ||
broadcast | 0 | 1,261,692,675 | 25% | ||
sbi3 | 0 | 79,967,583,571 | 100% | ||
sbi4 | 0 | 68,211,395,095 | 100% | ||
automation | 0 | 426,991,351 | 25% | ||
council | 0 | 1,348,348,628 | 25% | ||
ihal0001 | 0 | 483,447,568 | 25% | ||
sbi5 | 0 | 55,430,273,405 | 100% | ||
sbi6 | 0 | 54,099,865,900 | 100% | ||
alliedforces | 0 | 13,841,674,291 | 50% | ||
steinz | 0 | 156,434,754 | 25% | ||
lebey1 | 0 | 71,391,035 | 25% | ||
sbi7 | 0 | 51,992,971,113 | 100% | ||
thesummoner | 0 | 679,867,475 | 50% | ||
bobby.madagascar | 0 | 10,255,323,488 | 25% | ||
lunamoon | 0 | 4,784,649,231 | 50% | ||
khaldeesi | 0 | 4,813,918,722 | 50% | ||
freyamber | 0 | 4,849,047,234 | 50% | ||
sbi8 | 0 | 43,253,822,512 | 100% | ||
sbi9 | 0 | 34,296,904,276 | 100% | ||
merlin7 | 0 | 21,905,480,652 | 25% | ||
besheda | 0 | 1,931,765,834 | 25% | ||
chain.games | 0 | 1,406,174,760 | 50% | ||
sbi10 | 0 | 22,080,579,492 | 100% | ||
superbad | 0 | 6,122,261,056 | 50% | ||
r-e-d | 0 | 665,421,804 | 50% | ||
butthugs | 0 | 1,046,921,032 | 50% | ||
whiterosecoffee | 0 | 91,650,314 | 51.03% | ||
lord-of-the-d | 0 | 628,371,365 | 50% | ||
maskuncoro | 0 | 717,753,538 | 12.5% | ||
ladyyunajay | 0 | 6,304,601,635 | 10% | ||
steemforsteem | 0 | 1,072,259,364 | 50% | ||
toonuts | 0 | 1,001,406,195 | 50% | ||
twonuts | 0 | 920,419,702 | 50% | ||
boobnugs | 0 | 1,084,347,763 | 50% | ||
f21steem | 0 | 4,141,367,046 | 12.5% | ||
letlove | 0 | 4,158,613,847 | 50% | ||
allied-mafia | 0 | 977,062,772 | 50% | ||
rodrook | 0 | 4,418,102,145 | 100% | ||
star.lord | 0 | 731,389,346 | 50.46% | ||
sexualtendencies | 0 | 1,072,506,297 | 50% | ||
steemforschool | 0 | 773,391,445 | 50% | ||
steemforschools | 0 | 1,024,117,332 | 50% | ||
itwasme | 0 | 788,673,007 | 50% | ||
g-spot-bot | 0 | 478,669,776 | 50% | ||
g-spotbot | 0 | 474,716,079 | 50% | ||
ph1102 | 0 | 2,225,270,019 | 25% | ||
juancho10 | 0 | 743,017,844 | 25% | ||
x40l1n | 0 | 2,277,450,452 | 50% | ||
theblooded | 0 | 474,445,089 | 50% | ||
blooded | 0 | 484,873,694 | 50% | ||
theclan | 0 | 849,184,550 | 50% | ||
fambalam | 0 | 1,463,949,716 | 50% | ||
angeltree | 0 | 485,294,535 | 50% | ||
thealliancebank | 0 | 5,423,354,443 | 50% | ||
alliedbanking | 0 | 481,466,346 | 50% | ||
christmasclub | 0 | 760,391,914 | 50% | ||
dcinside | 0 | 1,046,507,122 | 25% | ||
coffeea.token | 0 | 1,963,532,668 | 50.75% | ||
publicview | 0 | 840,861,207 | 50% | ||
petscorner | 0 | 188,337,022 | 25% | ||
birthdaywishes | 0 | 483,863,322 | 50% | ||
youdo | 0 | 1,010,728,811 | 50% | ||
bi0digital | 0 | 2,843,257,141 | 50% | ||
wittys.angels | 0 | 673,755,506 | 50% | ||
wittysangels | 0 | 685,284,446 | 50% | ||
hive-123585 | 0 | 569,672,693 | 50% | ||
alliedfun | 0 | 465,799,815 | 50% | ||
steem-supporter | 0 | 130,375,446,838 | 25% | ||
crypsteem | 0 | 161,344,315 | 25% | ||
lovveday | 0 | 2,351,412,630 | 25% | ||
johnion | 0 | 120,827,330 | 2.5% | ||
churchangel | 0 | 1,285,672,103 | 25% | ||
godfls | 0 | 667,489,400 | 25% |