I was at the Cemetery yesterday. - An extraordinary, peaceful time when I visited my father. [Several Pictures] by hitmeasap

writing · @hitmeasap · Jun 10 '17 (edited)

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I was at the Cemetery yesterday. - An extraordinary, peaceful time when I visited my father. [Several Pictures]

### It's been 4,5 years since my father passed away now..
The years go by so quickly, and even though it's more than 4 years already, it feels like yesterday when I could talk to him and feel the smell of him.. I can still hear him cough at times..

Let me also say that I don't usually visit the Cemetery to often for several reasons. First of all, I don't feel good about it. It makes me anxious and uneasy. - As I suffer from panic anxiety and depression too, these things builds up and usually put me down hard. - Another reason is that my father doesn't have a grave. - He is in the Memorial Garden.

So today, in honor of my father, I'll share some photos with you from yesterday's visit.

<center>*You can right-click on the images to see them in full size.*
**All of the images are taken with my cell phone.**
</center>
<center>![DSC_6777.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmNyzewtwHXyySMNWcfMQr2SQwYnVuVhzYRxX7ZgKPmRhd/DSC_6777.JPG)</center>

<center>Here's the Memorial Garden. I can't get closer my father than that.</center>

<center>![DSC_6783.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmPq6CDC6vxa7Jq6Vm9thtWfWu8Ak6j1Jg1QzxxEveqJLV/DSC_6783.JPG)</center>


<center>It wasn't too many flowers actually, which made me a little bit sad..</center>

<center>![DSC_6786.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmVwvmHVcCGAVpPfDRbmnbasJbnHo3RJ6xDp8jzswRAoPn/DSC_6786.JPG)</center>

<center>As you can see, there's several holes to fill with flowers..</center>

<center>![DSC_6779.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmam43D7t5orgCBYDiodmAsgKuah3Hc8nRPyMeRUpZTnaK/DSC_6779.JPG)</center>

<center>This flower was beautiful.</center>

I sat there for about an hour. I talked about tons of things. Especially about my mother and how she feels now and I also talked about myself and my problems. - There's no secret I couldn't get an answer.. - But somehow, I know he listened, just as he would've done if he was still alive. - It was very peaceful and quiet.

<center>![DSC_6788.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmeKXh5opDpbdWGUD3y7LpADcfZctaP3VEBpQBbLBwdcHZ/DSC_6788.JPG)</center>

<center>This is on the way home..</center>

<center>![DSC_6791.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmXtvWWc4TpdgALYumPtAfXqW8g7joiBBRu4hk6TQdLJWC/DSC_6791.JPG)</center>

<center>A very long road, with gravestones to left and right..</center>

<center>![DSC_6794.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmWYvmZqrt32vpXoWeJQH6tF32nUjmBmMmuAJv8dxUMuZu/DSC_6794.JPG)</center>

<center>![DSC_6795.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmQ9bEAz8eKvF6ckcWcK6su9hzVnwdFBo6dDJJWhbhknn4/DSC_6795.JPG)</center>

<center>It was very beautiful.. But it still makes me sad.</center>

<center>![DSC_6800.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmaz3QhyfinT2Z6DAQpJhEqPvZu5m7v2t6pp7xZEhjwmvS/DSC_6800.JPG)</center>


<center>![DSC_6804.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmP6NKu1oFeGGjt7SPCVSonNrDGzPFmTfFZU8kEjRBzUor/DSC_6804.JPG)</center>

<center>![DSC_6805.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmVNufUAL8r4GHCZZuhAy5onyc7v8pSmrFYdgQT1ZSNSqG/DSC_6805.JPG)</center>

<center>![DSC_6814.JPG](https://steemitimages.com/DQmar7ifhgwcGF6grpmXwuFKW5boDkFd8o9eevhNwLcZN4o/DSC_6814.JPG)</center>


<center>*Until we meet again..*</center>

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@randowhale · Jun 10 '17

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This post received a 27% upvote from @randowhale thanks to @hitmeasap!  For more information, [click here](https://steemit.com/steemit/@randowhale/introducing-randowhale-will-you-get-the-100-vote-give-it-a-shot)!

👍 danknugs, hitmeasap

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@joshualawhorn · Jun 10 '17

This was a beautiful post and I'm glad you directed me here from one of your other articles. I'm sorry for your loss and I can't imagine what you are going through. I look forward to reading more of your posts in the future.

👍 hitmeasap

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@hitmeasap · Jun 11 '17

Thank you very much, that means alot to me :)

👍 joshualawhorn

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@joshualawhorn · Jun 11 '17

You're welcome. That's what this is all about.

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