RE: Faith In Commentary by hitmeasap

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· @hitmeasap ·
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> Thanks for these comments, they do help settle my mind, especially seeing others, blessed or not, saying not to worry about it.

In all honesty, we would be in a pretty shitty situation if our biggest problem was whether some of your comments are worthy of upvotes or not. lol

However, I can still relate to your feelings and concerns. I've experienced the same thing, especially after receiving upvotes from the fulltimebots. Questions like: *"Are my comments really worth this much?"*, *"Perhaps there are others out there worth this more than me...?"* and *"What does other think about this?"* filled my head in an instant.

It's not that I doubt myself, but I've always felt like I'm worth less than others in many aspects. Often due to the fact that I've been treated like that many times in my life. So, it was only natural that I was starting to "second-guess" myself when I noticed all the support I got.

That being said, I haven't begged or asked anyone for the support. I can't control other people's actions and for some reason, it seems like FTG see's something worth supporting in me or my content. So I'm trying to put my focus elsewhere, because I'll most likely never be able to fully understand his reasons.

My best advice would be: 
Just continue to be you. You're doing a great job. Everyone can see that. It's impossible to deny that,  and if someone would ever try to neglect you or the work you've done... Send them to me. ;)
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