ADDICTION Part 1... by ijayiwus-sc

poem · @ijayiwus-sc · May 24 '18 (edited)

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ADDICTION Part 1...

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[Source](https://medium.com/@edelliott/my-addiction-confession-173799aaad3)



<center>Out of curiosity, I wanted to know. 
My mind wouldn't just let me think, 
It became void, 
My brain blanked, 
My body ached. 
And then finally, finally I knew...


Little by little, 
I craved, I longed, I learnt, I acted, 
I was definitely drifting away. 
What was wrong with me I asked myself!!! 
I had to stop was all I could hear
But all that was just in my mind. 
I couldn't stop, I whispered to myself
My WILL was so WEAK. 



Gradually... 
It was all I knew, 
Not a day passed without it. 
I harmed my mind intentionally. 
Books were opened, 
Words were spoken, 
Prayers were made, 
And tears were shed. 


Yet...
Addicted I remained, 
A full blown rotten flower. 
Was full of shame to share, 
I bore my burdens alone, 
Finally, I was lost. 


Oh how did i drown so fast? 
Stuck in a pool of my own habit. 
Courage left me all by myself. 
All hope was lost. 
And then, silently with a small voice, 
I beckoned on my WILL. 
Together we agreed to work things out. 
IT wanted to be STRONG WILLED, 
I needed to be FREE. 


One step at a time was all we did, 
Little by little, WILL became STRONG. 
And I had the STRENGTH to be FREE. 
Becoming SANE was GOLDEN. 
I had my STRONG WILL back, 
And TOGETHER we overcame ADDITION. </center>



Yours truly @ijayiwus-sc
Thanks for reading.... Gracias

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@ozurumba · May 24 '18

Awesome poetry

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@ijayiwus-sc · May 24 '18

Thanks dear

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@lovejuice · May 24 '18

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@ijayiwus-sc · May 25 '18

Thank you very much...

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@murphylee · May 26 '18

I really like this line:
>One step at a time was all we did,
Little by little, WILL became STRONG



Thanks for sharing

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