RE: “Impending Mortality” by jerrytsuseer

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· @jerrytsuseer ·
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♫♪You've only just begun, to live♫♪
I've not had any alcohol since July 2, 2008. Those 6 days are important
And I congratulate you, but you MUST stick to it now.♥
Let me know if I can help.
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@britcoins ·
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Thanks Jerry, and very good on you Sir! It is looking more possible all the time. I think the trickiest bit for some is getting their head around this thought of 'never having a drink again'. When we are still a drinker, no matter just a social/average 'not an alcoholic' drinker ...  Our BRAIN is tricked to make this 'never touch it again' lark seem like a life sentence. So, perhaps it is not - the incredible thing is after 6-7 days the prospect of 90 days to me now seems something I'm ready for. I couldn't have imagined it 2 weeks ago. 

As soon as you stop it completely, few days the brain is thinking so rational and calm in a way i didn't experience for years. Every raindrop, bird and cricket chirp feels like HDTV Hi-Fi. Parts of body are gurgling and working again, appetite and taste of food is awesome. No desire to drink again. So odd, yet so good. 

My question to you - is this too good to be true? What must I really watch out for now, keeping in mind I'm actually really enjoying the experience right now .... 

Post coming soon about this!
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@jerrytsuseer ·
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I am very happy to hear you saying all this @britcoins.
It will be hard for me to answer your questions RE: is it too good to be true/what is there to look out for. I have no idea to what degree you were
An alcoholic/hard drinker or for how long.
The AA 'dogma' and that of most rehabs is that once your brain is
Rewired by whatever your DOC (drug of choice) it will remain in that
New state forever, meaning that the minute you pick up, whether
It has been 6 days or 6 yrs, you drop right back into that mind set
Where you left off.
I didn't believe it, and after 4 yrs, new years eve 2014 I found 
Myself alone at home, so I went to the liquor store and bought
A pint of cheap vodka.
I came home, got on my computer/FB, and in 30-45 min that
Bottle was gone, the fire in my belly was burning again and
I was contemplating calling a taxi to come get me and take
Me back to the Liquor Store.
I believe it now.
I _**can_** say this, that when the body gets sore, old and tired,
The urge to drink gets larger and the will to resist gets 
Weaker.
really it is true, watch out for HALT
_**H**_ ungry
_**A**_ ngry
_**L**_ onely
_**T**_ ired... those are the times to watch out for.
If I can help you in any way, call on me. If you like we can
Get in contact through DM in Discord, even exchange
Phone #'s, although that might not be a good idea, as I
Really hate talking on the phone. Still, lets us contact
In discord. I am tsuseer#3994
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@britcoins · (edited)
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That's pretty much the way i'd figure it could go down. And extremely useful to know about the 6 days or 6 years part, I'll keep that in mind always. Having mostly stuck to beer ... i'd be lights out with half a pint of vodka. Some idea, nowhere near hardcore but functioning guy soaked with a beer or 3, out of hand 18 months ago. Life experience also say, perhaps we all have those times in our life we wished we didn't drink *that* many. Since 1 year, moderated to 1-2 a day, with the odd 'blow off valve' day few more. Never had a complete absence in a decade+. Really good time to go with it for me .... 

Not a Discord or much phone guy either (unless for actual business) - however am glad to connect anytime on Telegram 'rosswlkr' (also reachable on this real-life handle in multiple online channels)
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