![封面图](https://www.mhcf.net/content/uploadfile/202005/4a471589951885.png) 天明的时候,挣扎着从床上爬起来。却发现,在挣扎之中,又重重的落在床上。当再一次爬起来时,身边响起的便是另一个闹铃。——总要有后退之路,但是时常进退无据。不止于生活要有后路,人生也是。可有时候,正是这后路,让人可以苟且的活着,甚至活得很好。 一身迷彩,亦或者便装外穿反光背心。行走在这小山村的大街上,徘徊于校园内几个角落。看着时间如骤雨般落在大地上,晶莹的水珠终究破碎成了汪洋而在湿冷的大地上流淌,撑着大黑伞,静默无声的岁月里,留下的只有喧嚣沉闷的杂响。在雨滴的砸落与独自的漫步之中,所有的琐事都将在条理之中,渐渐如同云雾散去。 这是一篇很久前拟好了题目的文章,却在自己每天的拖延与重复之中,愈发的难以写完。三两个字,遮盖不住心中郁结,困乏的身姿。为自己喂食两块巧克力庆祝下,转身发现只能继续在电脑前折腾自己的工作。而工作之中,看看时间,发现“暑假”已然不远。 而每一次看着“暑假”来临的日子愈发的近,却渐渐发现,那只属于学生。作为一个人民教师,似乎那早已经不再属于我了。毕竟渐渐长大的日子,早已经没有了真正的假期。每每当自己放松的刹那,倘若不做出人间蒸发的迹象,则永远会瞬移到电脑前,亦或者出现在我所应该出现的位置。 “写一篇正能量的稿子吧。” 我沉默许久,拟了《既身为师,且为山河育青苗》题目,在信笺纸上写好后便准备交到德育那里,等收集后进一步上交。但同时,我又想将这样的“正能量”发在官方的声音里。毕竟在时间的河流之中,渐渐在乎深浅,渐渐在乎自己的小船如何走向远方。似乎自己再也不是肆意漂流的孤帆,自己再也不是肆意翱翔的孤鹰。当背上于生活的枷锁,才会明白前行的意味。 哔哩哔哩的《后浪》,让我看到最后只想说《非浪》才是真正的世界。 在真正的世界里,看看时间,正值小满。而看看自己的生活,距离“小满”,尚有一段很长的距离。亦正是这个距离,让我有着可以继续走下去的动力。将一切放弃后躺在棺材里是最简单的事情,而从棺材里爬出来坚强着站起来然后向前奔跑,则需要战胜于自己的生死,不负于昔日的过往。 每时每刻都是忙忙碌碌,但却不知道自己究竟为自己创造了什么。我用笔墨匆匆忙忙勾勒一切,渐渐发现原来自己的生活里早已经是干涸单调的墨迹。我转过身,看着过往的一切,回过头,看着未来的前方,沉默着,静默着,推翻了自己的一切,却又用最快的速度将一切物归原位。颤抖着,不敢于抬头,却又不甘于低头,最终,我选择的只有自己,在欲海与梦乡之中,我选择的只有寒冷的星辰。 时间,再快些,也请再慢些。 请让我有机会,继续勾勒点,自己的生活。 你好,我是姜辰。写于庚子年四月廿八,小满。
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skysunny | 0 | 69,996,593 | 68% | ||
rivalhw | 0 | 495,483,347,186 | 100% | ||
matildapurse | 0 | 2,415,025,489 | 26% | ||
justyy | 0 | 344,298,143,911 | 1.81% | ||
dapeng | 0 | 32,540,843,810 | 100% | ||
timool | 0 | 753,447,447 | 68% | ||
lucknie | 0 | 12,026,805,987 | 68% | ||
dumping | 0 | 1,210,263,342 | 68% | ||
jinghua | 0 | 0 | 68% | ||
laodr | 0 | 2,612,023,432 | 100% | ||
shenchensucc | 0 | 530,134,829 | 0.3% | ||
pixelfan | 0 | 12,896,149,831 | 2.2% | ||
cn-reader | 0 | 4,652,732,549 | 50% | ||
xiaoshancun | 0 | 34,632,782,729 | 100% | ||
metten | 0 | 6,428,018,280 | 68% | ||
cn-book | 0 | 652,786,180 | 68% | ||
cnbuddy | 0 | 17,773,673,336 | 1% | ||
cn-movie | 0 | 58,553,718 | 68% | ||
lebin | 0 | 384,307,950,372 | 100% | ||
vivia | 0 | 2,060,756,290 | 68% | ||
maiyude | 0 | 5,425,808,024 | 2% | ||
xiaoli | 0 | 177,968,789 | 68% | ||
andrewma | 0 | 41,737,548 | 0.36% | ||
archisteem | 0 | 4,695,901,321 | 7.5% | ||
camillesteemer | 0 | -28,816,776 | -10% | ||
barski | 0 | 27,354,636,757 | 20% | ||
digital.mine | 0 | 27,015,111,919 | 1% | ||
moneybaby | 0 | 830,218,518 | 2.5% | ||
abcallen | 0 | 2,246,389,935 | 10% | ||
wanggang | 0 | 1,481,419,739 | 0.2% | ||
julian2013 | 0 | 6,750,178,179 | 5% | ||
cherryzz | 0 | 1,442,456,332 | 0.5% | ||
m85 | 0 | 70,883,188 | 100% | ||
whalepower-guide | 0 | 4,366,748,547 | 100% | ||
morningshine | 0 | 29,480,853,943 | 8% | ||
limka | 0 | 79,679,069 | 100% | ||
cecilian | 0 | 7,423,360,631 | 99.95% | ||
aaronli.sct | 0 | 725,426,298 | 10% | ||
bee-smart | 0 | 548,923,014 | 100% | ||
steem-drivers | 0 | 3,918,831,050 | 28% | ||
cnvote | 0 | 9,168,010,661 | 100% | ||
cnbuddy-reward | 0 | 5,282,361,263 | 1% | ||
starnote | 0 | 123,169,679 | 68% | ||
moochain.net | 0 | 124,276,410 | 68% | ||
partycro | 0 | 0 | -10% | ||
imooc | 0 | 0 | 68% | ||
hive-224466 | 0 | 0 | 68% |
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