从寒假开始，便一直宅在家里了。也正是因为这疫情，让我重新关注了我一直都未曾好好关注过的世界。 最初的时候，我将电脑外接大屏，插上手柄，打开Steam，操作一两局饥荒，也渐渐明白，倘若一个人连温饱都无法解决，关于哲学及未来的思考，都是浮云。 哥哥也因为疫情无法去单位，我们俩电脑联机打开CS，在枪战里我们互相嘲笑着，毕竟两个人连六个专家级的机器人都打不过。亦或者全家围坐一起，搓着麻将。疫情让我们只能团聚一起，两个侄女的吵吵闹闹，平添了几分活跃的气息。 而后，在疫情的召唤下，哥哥与嫂子都到了工作岗位。对于他们来说，若是能在这个时候发挥一点光与热，便全力以赴而前行。 家里除了我，便只剩下父母与两个侄女。看着大门日益紧闭，开放的日子似乎来日可期，从楼里看去，也只有梦幻辰风的标识在若隐若现。  再到房子，藤曼爬满了半个客厅，在哥哥嫂子巧妙摆弄下，让整个房子有了丛林的感觉，也正是如此，让逼仄与压抑在绿色之中有几分消散。 前些日子，还有着愤世嫉俗的心，可是慢慢才明白，“我年轻的时候也写这些东西，现在已经不写了”这一缘由。归根结底，我们都不应该闭嘴，但是有许许多多如同那个自称是“中年石油工人”的博主一样，认为一切都是越来越好，而却不知道自己本该可以做的是什么。认为“批评，有添乱的嫌疑；赞美，则声音的太多了，也不差我这一句。”再引用上“公知就像苍蝇，整天盯着我们家垃圾堆，他们喜欢那个味儿 ”。然后缄默着，埋头继续走着。 可是，近些日子来，我们反思一下，可以看到在这些年里异见着早已经销声匿迹，这并非是因为太平盛世而不可挑剔，相反，他们早已经闭嘴了。 梦幻辰风一直保持着在儿童节后几天有灰站的习惯，只因为我们要铭记于历史，不忘记自己。我们所受到的教育，是要堂堂正正，不负仁义礼智信。虽然，现在有些人已经习惯于昧着良心高唱赞歌，甚至对于那些深挖垃圾堆的人恨之入骨。原因无他，垃圾堆里总有许多不可告人的秘密。 ----  在《最后的晚宴》这一动画里，让我印象最深的是一只猫发现了餐桌下的秘密，而后，它便消失了。从我写不出一些字开始，消失的人有很多，多到我们从未注意过。 疫情爆发的日子里，我们看着无数人挺身而出，看着有人在垂暮之年披甲上阵，在白发之中，我们看到的不只有感动，亦要看出其中的悲凉。在任何一个时代里，一个英雄永远都是伟光正的，但是却从未有人想到过，一个英雄，也是凡人。 天黑了，我看着窗外点点灯火，看着大门紧闭，看着车上停留的雪......这样的日子，即使结束了，倘若英雄无名，狗熊无过，一切都被忘记，如同历史书上厚重的尘埃，那么我们所经历的，于我们又有什么意义？ 无妨，明天的时候，天依然会亮。但是在这个黑夜之中，却不知多少人成为了历史。 不会被记住，会被刻意忘记。 如果能让黎明来得更快，那么一切都是无妨。 最终...... 你......能...... 明白。  ---------------------------- >为什么最后总有二维码？ >要不你关注了问问姜辰？ ---------------------------------------
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