<br><br> <br><br><center>*In your absence I sob my heart out;* <br>*But the garden Glazed with jewels Is not content To have me* *But hides in shadows While mourning doves, Always blue,* *Blur the mist Calling out for you.* <br>*It’s hard Carrying on Without you…* *I’m lost, Tearing my heart apart.* *Spring’s not far They tell me,* *But rainy season Fills my heart.* <br><br><center>© 2020, John J Geddes. All rights reserved</center> <br><br><center>[ Photo](https://lawrenharrispaintings.tumblr.com/image/43005338727 ) </center> <br><br>
| post_id | 83,421,273 |
|---|---|
| author | johnjgeddes |
| permlink | january-thaw |
| category | poetry |
| json_metadata | {"tags":["poetry","poem","life","love","writing"],"image":["https:\/\/cdn.steemitimages.com\/DQmUyDWS9MwUfFnBGtmiacJrH1J32UVfEQaVgGZKS1sS4Hw\/tumblr_mi61buyEXW1s5qfmbo1_1280.jpg"],"links":["https:\/\/lawrenharrispaintings.tumblr.com\/image\/43005338727"],"app":"steemit\/0.1","format":"markdown"} |
| created | 2020-01-14 04:05:18 |
| last_update | 2020-01-14 04:05:18 |
| depth | 0 |
| children | 0 |
| net_rshares | 41,057,304,798,118 |
| last_payout | 2020-01-21 04:05:18 |
| cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
| total_payout_value | 5.951 SBD |
| curator_payout_value | 5.605 SBD |
| pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
| promoted | 0.000 SBD |
| body_length | 705 |
| author_reputation | 364,940,634,017,591 |
| root_title | "January Thaw" |
| beneficiaries | [] |
| max_accepted_payout | 1,000,000.000 SBD |
| percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
| author_curate_reward | "" |
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| misterbob | 0 | 764,547,574 | 45% | ||
| nicole-st | 0 | 1,233,611,025 | 2.4% | ||
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| pechichemena | 0 | 1,569,682,300 | 0.96% | ||
| sheskates926 | 0 | 1,271,754,614 | 100% | ||
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| hanzappedfirst | 0 | 62,850,575,900 | 100% | ||
| itchyfeetdonica | 0 | 4,948,265,726 | 0.96% | ||
| weirdnews | 0 | 7,546,258,026 | 100% | ||
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