Never give up, an advice from heart | My bad decisions by jwolf

life · @jwolf · Nov 11 '18

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Never give up, an advice from heart | My bad decisions

We all know life is not pink and sometimes we have heavy moments. Moments which can change our life in the bad if we do not face them properly.

Well, I am in a kind of moment and I feel I can not do anything, I feel I am powerless, I feel I am nothing, I feel I am strange and with no future.

![18700111_1371143316305547_3784616916950775975_n.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmXuS3RoB28fLgsvEoh9uFf79ndWt88MrDZgSP9qZShtDG/18700111_1371143316305547_3784616916950775975_n.jpg)

One year ago everything was perfect, everything was pink. I can say I went from zero to hero. My parents never supported me in this 'online stuff'. They want from me to get a regular job and to be a slave of society.

I found that power to do what I like and I started earning more than my parents together. Much more. Let's say I was earning in one week how much they were earning in 5 months.

They realised I was right and that problem with the regular job dissapeared...until now.

I started thinking what should I do, I have no stable income and I am stressed all day long. I understand a regular job won't help me financial, but maybe mental?

### Do I need that stability?
---

No. I feel like I need it maybe because I remember my parents opinion, my girlfriend opinion and now when things are not going like I want I start to believe they were right.

But no, they are not right. I like to think I am an entrepreneur and I would love in the future to open my own company. Working for others is not really what I wish.

But I lost hopes, confidence and even if I studied management I failed in managing my funds. I regret a lot I didn't act properly but what can I do now?

![27858373_1629401040479772_8918712519074612342_n.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmbUHoym7WBebS5B7hVMc1mc98h4cJfhasqgfMpsu4Vt4S/27858373_1629401040479772_8918712519074612342_n.jpg)

### I am taking it as a lesson
---

Because it is a lesson. I learnt a lot. At the moment everything is structured in my brain, I know every single decision I should take, I take into account every single points of view.

Thinking deeper into this situation, this is really a good lesson, and hey, I am only 22 years old. I realised I don't really need a lot of money in life, I just need that confortable amount monthly to be happy with my family.

I want a healthy life, physically and mentally, do I ask too much?

### No, I am on it.
---

I am recovering confidence in me, in people. I think positive.

![27500863_1614091048677438_2136296644691158671_o.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmNbwfiueYrwGDGPu6ooJSMTgtVRr2hi7nxufN4zfFBaHb/27500863_1614091048677438_2136296644691158671_o.jpg)

# I will always do what I like to do. I will never give up.

With love, @jwolf.

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@cheetah · Nov 11 '18

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@jwolf · Nov 11 '18

I am appealing, you will dissapear in 5 days.

👎 cheetah

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@foxkoit · Nov 11 '18

- - -
**Good things not come fast .**
The same thing here, when I go to work, I believe that I can no longer take pictures...And why I say this . As I observe how many people respond me by reading this sentence " why do not you have time to take pictures? " .....
Everyone has the same answer because the job is long and it spends the whole energy to see what happens around them, which means you can not find your self. I understand that we have to do the work for the develop, but our own creation also needs development. 
- - -
 And Sorry my English week . Hi from Estonia.

👍 jwolf

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@hafiz34 · Nov 11 '18

Just depending upon the online earning! I wouldn't support that just like your parents although a good number of people doing it for living.  But as you said, for mental satisfaction,  better to have a  offline job.

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