躲藏起來還是公開透明 by kadishakho

partiko · @kadishakho · Nov 8 '19

$0.27

躲藏起來還是公開透明

曾經聽過這樣的一句話；
演戲的是瘋子。看戲的是傻子
所謂；人生如戲。戲如人生呀！
如果
自己不懂得把實際與不實際的情況分開
那麼
自己也會跟著被混淆
變成了是非不分
黑的變白白的變黑
接著日夜也跟著顛倒了

一個人
如果總是偽裝自己
相信日子久了
自己也跟著分不清
那一個才是真正的自己了
隱藏自己不讓別人看透自己了解自己
那麼就不要責備別人
不了解自己和體諒自己
想要別人了解自己
更想別人可以體諒自己
但是
自己又不願意坦白自己公開自己
這是不是一個很矛盾的心態呢？

有的時候人就是喜歡自己找麻煩的
擺在眼前的幸福不珍惜
或者是假裝看不到
偏偏就是要找那些不屬於自己的幸福
甚至可以為了
自己的慾望破壞別人的幸福

我們人是靠自己的自信心撐起自己
還是把自己整形成為別人的影子
然後靠著影子把自己撐起來呢？
嚴格來說東施效顰沒有錯
錯是錯在
模仿的永遠都是模仿的不是真正的自己
而且
還會讓自己越陷越深
分不清誰才是真正的自己了

為什麼不放鬆一下
自己緊繃著的精神
看看自己四周圍各種不同的景色
自己一定會發現
現在的自己
其實一點也不差

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@team-cn · Nov 8 '19

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@cnbuddy · Nov 8 '19

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@minloulou · Nov 8 '19

$0.02

嚇死!

👍 dustsweeper, kadishakho

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@kadishakho · Nov 8 '19

😄😄沒有那麼膽小吧！

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@yousafharoonkhan · Nov 8 '19

Long hair wow

👍 kadishakho

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@kadishakho · Nov 8 '19

Haha! TQ

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@tanlikming · Nov 9 '19

戏如人生，人生如戏。
人生在世，诱惑不断，
难分真假，难分左右，
常常徘徊十字路口，
迷忙，迷盲，迷茫。。。

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