 Happy Thanksgiving to all of my American friends out there. I usually celebrate both Canadian Thanksgiving and American Thanksgiving because my son is a dual citizen and because Americans have been such a big part of my life. But this year I was unable to do so due to financial issues and all around drama with my ex husband. So.. that didn't happen. But I hope you all enjoyed it with your family and friends. I am just writing this little post to let you all know that I'm going to be taking a break from Steemit for the next little while. I'm just dealing with a lot of depression and mental anguish lately and all around bullshit and I can't keep up with getting things done to post here and making sure I post things here in general. So I think I'll just lay low for a while and try to get my brain straight because at this current moment, my mind likes to tear myself apart. And when that happens any creative inspiration or motivation to do anything at all kind of goes out the window. I'm exhausted. Lol. I have some big changes happening in my life in the upcoming year and they won't be easy to deal with but I'm hoping they all lead to better things and a better life for myself and my son. That's all I can really hope for. But for now I will just push myself through the commissions that I have because of obvious obligation to get them finished and won't stress myself too much about getting anything else done. I just want to feel somewhat normal again and I don't have too much of a support system where I'm at to help me through it so I'm flying solo for the most part. But next month my boyfriend, @anarcho-andrei, is going to be visiting me for a week which will be a nice break from life. I haven't seen him in six months so I'm rather excited about it. So perhaps I'll feel better then and I'll make a post here again around Christmas time. Sorry for the rather emo post. Just thought I would give you all a heads up before I disappear off the face of the earth for a while. I'll pop on occasionally to see what's going on but as far as posts go I'm going to be rather scarce. Thank you for understanding. Happy Holidays! Until next time. -Chelsea
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Much as I hated to like this post because it's declaring you won't be here with the rest of us for a while, I totally understand, and I support you 100% baby. I love you so much.
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Thank you @ladymaharet. Please make the time for yourself and your healing. I can relate so I'm cheering for you. I love your artwork (especially the characters you draw). I'll miss your posts but surely can wait. I was thinking about commissioning you for a project and wanted to discuss at some point but it can wait until you have some free time. I've been working on a novel and wanted to ask about a cover design. Not sure if it's your thing or not but I love your style. I still have to work out the specs for the cover so it can wait for sure. Cheers and all the best! @freeinthought
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That sounds great! I'd totally be up to doing cover art for a novel. That sounds like fun. I'll probably be posting again around the 20th of December. Just need a little time to breathe. Thank you for considering my art for your project! I'm definitely interested.
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Ok. We'll talk later on after you're back. Thanks!
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