부음을 듣는 횟수가 늘고 있습니다. 구멍 난 마음만큼이나 하늘도 그런 모양입니다. 하늘이 구멍 나 이제 더는 안 쏟아내도 될 터인데, 여전히 쏟고 있습니다. ![80781BBA-ADF6-4A62-99C2-3C1837754313.jpeg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmc53hvHpv5CRYqdZaqVW78tufakpppK1Mi2A7hNN7W3zg/80781BBA-ADF6-4A62-99C2-3C1837754313.jpeg) covid-19전 잠시 뜻을 같이한 회합의 커뮤니티 멤버의 부음을 듣고, 조의를 표 한지가 불과 몇 시간 전인데......, 모 공인의 도우미를 자청하며 어우러졌던, 당시에는 한국에 올 때마다 회합에 오곤 했던, 오래전 일본으로 옮겨가 살고 있는 딸이 전하는 모친의 부음, 바다 건너 못 오는 안타까운 마음으로 더욱 어머니 그리는 마음을 담고, 가족들과 함께하지 못하는 미안함을 실어 보낸 메시지를 나누면서, 어느새 동화되어 저 역시 안타까운 마음을 꾹꾹 눌러가며 참아냈습니다. 다시 저녁 시간에......., 들려 온, 자존심 하나로 견뎌오신 큰 어르신 한 분의 안타까운 사정을 접하면서 (폐암 전이로 가족들에게 준비를 권한) 종일 구름과 비를 오갑니다. 세상 참........
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author | leemikyung |
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category | hive-101145 |
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created | 2020-08-03 23:48:24 |
last_update | 2020-08-03 23:48:24 |
depth | 0 |
children | 1 |
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last_payout | 2020-08-10 23:48:24 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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---|---|---|---|---|---|
acidyo | 0 | 391,520,482,958 | 5% | ||
gerber | 0 | 35,819,519,038 | 8% | ||
ezzy | 0 | 539,676,584,730 | 8% | ||
slowwalker | 0 | 478,900,648,547 | 10% | ||
exyle | 0 | 813,862,721,159 | 8% | ||
oldstone | 0 | 461,693,044,418 | 10% | ||
buster544 | 0 | 6,956,458,773 | 100% | ||
venti | 0 | 286,983,234,723 | 100% | ||
cheongpyeongyull | 0 | 389,629,151,610 | 35% | ||
bree1042 | 0 | 39,012,715,745 | 20% | ||
apoloo1 | 0 | 5,202,550,982 | 7.25% | ||
dine77 | 0 | 141,283,145,324 | 10.33% | ||
leemikyung | 0 | 220,319,904,369 | 100% | ||
karja | 0 | 59,985,205,468 | 3% | ||
crokkon | 0 | 2,215,401,732 | 10% | ||
accelerator | 0 | 41,731,711,946 | 8% | ||
khaleelkazi | 0 | 170,062,537 | 8% | ||
tradingideas | 0 | 422,516,341,849 | 100% | ||
emrebeyler | 0 | 0 | 8% | ||
nokodemion | 0 | 54,780,215,316 | 100% | ||
candyboy | 0 | 5,613,922,849 | 100% | ||
jewel-lover | 0 | 29,450,745,318 | 100% | ||
gosainkund | 0 | 10,147,845,571 | 100% | ||
mmmmkkkk311 | 0 | 911,173,033,679 | 100% | ||
nealmcspadden | 0 | 30,681,699,311 | 8% | ||
curx | 0 | 34,671,697,019 | 10% | ||
jsj1215 | 0 | 174,676,925,862 | 100% | ||
hansangyou | 0 | 394,130,061,125 | 70% | ||
motlhamme | 0 | 459,747,111 | 100% | ||
icuz | 0 | 33,048,471 | 100% | ||
yasu | 0 | 427,051,415,251 | 100% | ||
photoholic | 0 | 190,637,123,660 | 10% | ||
futurecurrency | 0 | 5,073,903,035 | 32% | ||
raah | 0 | 64,971,643,058 | 100% | ||
adenijiadeshina | 0 | 9,412,174,430 | 50% | ||
ricardo306 | 0 | 172,329,940 | 15% | ||
josevas217 | 0 | 4,156,348,882 | 3.62% | ||
jungjunghoon | 0 | 90,165,829,096 | 32% | ||
franyeligonzalez | 0 | 3,137,463,834 | 3.62% | ||
alwaysbaked | 0 | 14,052,523,605 | 16% | ||
knitting-queen | 0 | 570,385,602 | 100% | ||
tresor | 0 | 37,050,909,811 | 12.31% | ||
payroll | 0 | 18,926,227 | 2% | ||
machellin | 0 | 24,828,988,773 | 20% | ||
wisdomandjustice | 0 | 348,170,456,358 | 10% | ||
sergino | 0 | 7,705,949,214 | 35% | ||
glory7 | 0 | 42,911,611,606 | 12.5% | ||
harkar | 0 | 27,062,287,409 | 5% | ||
jayplayco | 0 | 48,738,996,531 | 25% | ||
dlike | 0 | 52,750,008,442 | 3.9% | ||
rideg | 0 | 20,531,114,490 | 50% | ||
arkmy | 0 | 2,317,889,395 | 10% | ||
babysavage | 0 | 28,030,058,304 | 100% | ||
smon-fan | 0 | 8,507,083,718 | 100% | ||
kakakk | 0 | 1,384,911,855 | 10% | ||
tr777 | 0 | 6,323,993,091 | 100% | ||
sm-jewel | 0 | 203,304,279 | 100% | ||
smoner | 0 | 242,998,891 | 100% | ||
smonian | 0 | 173,111,261 | 100% | ||
kaka-monsters | 0 | 89,504,325 | 10% | ||
monster.oo7 | 0 | 646,068,512 | 100% | ||
smon-joa | 0 | 34,334,455,896 | 100% | ||
jjangjjanggirl | 0 | 464,917,175 | 100% | ||
goodcontentbot | 0 | 629,303,022 | 12.5% | ||
sklara | 0 | 59,006,246,938 | 30% | ||
smonbear | 0 | 203,162,241 | 100% | ||
spicywoman | 0 | 657,413,433 | 100% | ||
minigame | 0 | 469,929,204,668 | 2.1% | ||
sparschwein | 0 | 38,820,742,537 | 100% | ||
abojasim880 | 0 | 262,529,933 | 100% | ||
dachcolony | 0 | 667,988,445 | 100% | ||
tradingideas2 | 0 | 274,743,032 | 100% | ||
pingit | 0 | 410,885,888 | 80% | ||
ragehamster | 0 | 320,318,634 | 80% | ||
kaka-aaa | 0 | 151,927,823 | 10% | ||
lookplz | 0 | 14,828,315,189 | 42% | ||
steem.leo | 0 | 10,608,046,158 | 8% | ||
tradingideas.spt | 0 | 8,853,912,693 | 100% | ||
leo.voter | 0 | 1,140,233,850 | 8% | ||
soonhai | 0 | 2,384,189,194 | 9% | ||
sixsixsix | 0 | 320,413,400 | 80% | ||
scot-lp | 0 | 545,961,909 | 100% | ||
tina-tina | 0 | 978,048,614 | 100% | ||
thranax | 0 | 3,428,170,216 | 7.25% | ||
happiness19 | 0 | 545,777,083 | 100% | ||
gdhaetae | 0 | 35,151,834 | 100% | ||
maxuvd | 0 | 6,818,282,482 | 11% | ||
maxuve | 0 | 28,504,643,205 | 7.68% | ||
dnflsms | 0 | 7,689,490,616 | 100% | ||
jessy22 | 0 | 6,511,536,155 | 100% | ||
roseofmylife | 0 | 1,271,640,937 | 10% | ||
keep-keep | 0 | 0 | 100% | ||
morningcare | 0 | 140,904,280,271 | 10% | ||
javb | 0 | 2,680,808,035 | 7.25% | ||
realmankwon.cur | 0 | 76,478,864 | 50% | ||
ticktick | 0 | 3,885,217,372 | 100% | ||
we-together | 0 | 511,665,387,638 | 10% | ||
steem-agora | 0 | 426,593,392,256 | 10% | ||
keepit2 | 0 | 8,201,914,440 | 100% | ||
lirdin | 0 | 0 | -10% | ||
successgr | 0 | 974,452,039,382 | 10% | ||
jayplay.witness | 0 | 260,484,118 | 12.5% | ||
bnk | 0 | 37,067,009,462 | 30.97% | ||
juddsmith079 | 0 | 163,106,277,292 | 25% | ||
roundblocknew | 0 | 152,870,219,210 | 25% | ||
bugabuga | 0 | 13,880,455,697 | 10% | ||
upvu | 0 | 49,627,249,451,718 | 20.17% | ||
mildaleblanc | 0 | 1,007,691,058,045 | 25% | ||
mandate | 0 | 2,173,284,887 | 50% | ||
pharos1999 | 0 | 806,655,904,675 | 25% | ||
pluepark | 0 | 20,348,347,523 | 25% |
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post_id | 86,945,967 |
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author | raah |
permlink | qeijzx |
category | hive-101145 |
json_metadata | {"app":"steemit\/0.2"} |
created | 2020-08-04 00:28:45 |
last_update | 2020-08-04 00:28:45 |
depth | 1 |
children | 0 |
net_rshares | 213,845,936,611 |
last_payout | 2020-08-11 00:28:45 |
cashout_time | 1969-12-31 23:59:59 |
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pending_payout_value | 0.000 SBD |
promoted | 0.000 SBD |
body_length | 15 |
author_reputation | 466,540,004,148,747 |
root_title | "맑은 하늘 고픈 날 ~!" |
beneficiaries | [] |
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percent_steem_dollars | 10,000 |
author_curate_reward | "" |
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