Because ‘peeps’ just want you to do stuff for them.  A one way connection is pointless. I would get more value washing my hair, going for a run, learning the periodic table. 

Oh, I decided to delete the list of people I did love on Steemit on this post.  You were on it.  Decided it would be even more bad PR to chuck a tantrum and then list the ‘good people’.  Lol 

You and I, we have an understanding.  Busy wives, mothers and career women priorities takes precedence over Steemit-anything.  And yeah, what’s with the recent flood of activity!  I’m not giving you a salary!  Hehe

Love you, more so since we started chatting directly for when it’s neccessary to clear stuff up.  
Once a month will keep me thrilled, I don’t expect more.  I pay attention to those who genuinely care for others.  You’re not the personality type that I find problematic.  Consider yourself excluded!

❤️😘🤗

And as for Ulogs, I am the same!  Like what do I write? I think I was supposed to write what’s on my mind, so my shit post was it... 

Use Procreate, I just used the brushes, it takes seconds to squiggle a semblance of a dragon with the cloud brush.  Lol

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I’m really sorry to hear you’re going through a similar crisis. I think we all do, because maybe that’s the nature of social media.  This happened to me on Facebook, so I came to Steemit.  Here, the money side of things underscores it because it changes the way we see the actions of those we encounter and how we measure ourselves.  At least that’s my thinking.   I will still always love this place more than any other social media alternative.  I’d never ‘quit’, so there’s got to be a better way to handle this crisis better.  So I’ll try the Ulog and using it as a writing journal.  Maybe by achieving on a much loved project, I’ll feel better about my time on Steemit.  I do value the genuine connections, but sometimes the weight of many presses hard.  I’m too sensitive.

Anyway, I’m always pleased to see you appear on my blog.  It’s like you bring some mysticism to my page or something. :) I didn’t even think you remembered me!

You’re one of the blogs I make a point of checking in on every once in a while.  I loved the Sankofa contest your resteemed, I was so jealous I could not participate.  I wanted to add that to my list of achievements of having written one.  But then it means I have to try my best and find the time!   Maybe when I have an attitude adjustment, I’d write one for fun.  Appreciate you dropping in, it gave me a smile to see you.  <3

Oh gosh, never compare me to the level of @nonameslefttouse!  Omg... he’s a real artist, when you have a chance you should visit and have a closer look at his pieces, there is complexity and layers and strange stuff going on in his pieces that is complete absent in mine.  My stuff is literally child’s play.  I am the imitator because for a few moments I wanted to just dump my canvas with color and I’m fond of how he writes his words.  :)

The base picture was 5 mins or there abouts.  Have you used Procreate on an iPad?  It’s crazy good with the effects brushes, so I’m cheating. Hehe.  

You’re right though.  Writing the text, adding the little details might have taken the same amount of time if not more!  But who’s counting, it felt like 5 minutes, that’s the important thing.  It beats 10 hours of labouring every line, shifting every pixel. 

This does feel like a shit post, but need to purge, to adjust focus.  I’ve really appreciated your thoughts and the experiences you’ve shared in our recent communications.  It’s put a lot of things into perspective.   Gosh, even doing the ‘art’ helps.  It’s more an exercise in imperfection and how it doesn’t really matter.  It’s still okay to use, that someone will get some value out of it.  Similar to something you wrote, I’m being  too hard on myself.  And what for?  I doubt anyone cares, and I just need to chill more and worry less.  :)

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No, I’m sticking around because you’re going to get stung, bloat into a whale and make me rich.  Long term investment.  😘 🐳

Hey @surpassinggoogle, 

This was the highlight of my day, so know you’ve made a lady in Melbourne smile even as she walked in a massive downpour with soggy shoes.  The footpaths had become rivers, it was so bad.  

I was leaving a client site and feeling more than a little sheepish about having complained in my Ulog.   Emo-me was embarrassed.  

I’ve liked the concept of Ulog since it was discussed on @artemisnorth’s creative chat.  I again thank @jackmiller for reminding me to write one.  I discovered today he followed through on our pact.  That I’d stay and write Ulogs if he wrote them too. I didn’t realised he’d actually posted already.  He’s trying to buy everyone’s balls for charity!  

Also, thanks to my twin @corpsvalues for reminding me I am just as emo as he is.  And thanks to @nonameslefttouse for being so gracious about me trying to imitate his art.  He likes to see his name mentioned, it reminds him he’s a more famous dolphin than he realises — I think he just doesn’t get out much because he doesn’t like to wear clothes... 

Finally, thank you,  surpassinggoogle and your supporting voters.  I appreciate the resteem, and that you took the time to personally upvote everyone who commented.  That was the nicest thing!  I’ll gladly take the tears, and you’ve won my vote for this happy little experience for such an emo post!  😊

Linny ❤️

Jack, is this the first draft of your Be Yourself Jack’s Motivational Guide you plan to publish on Amazon?  :P
Love your energy!  ❤️🤣

Hey red-rose, my Ulog was written on Steemit.  It’s a tag for a category of a blog.  I hope things improve and you find the heart to write again.  Take care.

Hey Mazzle, tbh, I wished I was more organised.  But I flutter here, there and everywhere.  It’s been on my mind to set clear goals, but they’d be very different.  I’m more driven by experiences, learning, and people.  I assume the money will come along as I grow in my own way.  

For now, I have the few I love, and some who occasionally read my stuff.  Otherwise, I look for little projects I could do. I’m not here for money because I’ve declined payment on stuff. 

Other than that, it’s pure luck I’m running off.  I say pointless, but of course it’s not.  Maybe what it is, is cutting the pointless distractions, the artificialityand focusing finding the genuine hearts of this platform.  I’m really about meeting interesting people here.

I been active on communities including securing a sponsorship, I’ve encourage people to participate in contests, all my 3 curies are contest entries.  I’ve done all that.  Jack even got me to do a fundraiser.

The one thing I’m unlikely to ever do, is ask for delegation and justify my worth.  It’s more fun when they just mysteriously appear. Hehe.  But to each their own.  

Good luck!  :)