BREATHING ! 🥀 I am just a #hopeless #romantic dreaming of #illusions ... by mammasitta

hive-142013 · @mammasitta · Aug 5 '20

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BREATHING ! 🥀 I am just a #hopeless #romantic dreaming of #illusions ...

...                       Poetry by #silentpoetgirl  „Wishing for just a single moment 
maybe I could hold your attention 
and share the things on my #heart.
would we for a moment disappear? 
could you see its me still waiting here 
i'm longing to feel the words you say 
how you #love me more than anything. 
......but, your hands are holding pieces 
from you crushing my #fragileheart, 
a heart you once held so delicately. 
can you see all the pain i hold inside 
now that you're looking me in the eye 
do you see how your love is hurting, 
even more, how its slowly killing me. 
was it all an act i have to wonder? 
because if your words say you love 
why is it always more hurt you bring, 
rather than just letting me walk away, 
so i may finally be able to breathe again.“    It’s only just #poetry and #dreams<br/><br/>[![9580c45f544ed841c51066da0d2bc7ff](https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/9580c45f544ed841c51066da0d2bc7ff-640)](https://appics.com/referenced.html?ref=steemit.com&type=image&id=248847&url=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/9580c45f544ed841c51066da0d2bc7ff-640&caption=BREATHING%20!%20%F0%9F%A5%80%20I%20am%20just%20a%20#hopeless%20#romantic%20dreaming%20of%20#illusions%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20Poetry%20by%20#silentpoetgirl%20%20%E2%80%9EWishing%20for%20just%20a%20single%20moment%20%0Amaybe%20I%20could%20hold%20your%20attention%20%0Aand%20share%20the%20things%20on%20my%20#heart.%0Awould%20we%20for%20a%20moment%20disappear?%20%0Acould%20you%20see%20its%20me%20still%20waiting%20here%20%0Ai'm%20longing%20to%20feel%20the%20words%20you%20say%20%0Ahow%20you%20#love%20me%20more%20than%20anything.%20%0A......but,%20your%20hands%20are%20holding%20pieces%20%0Afrom%20you%20crushing%20my%20#fragileheart,%20%0Aa%20heart%20you%20once%20held%20so%20delicately.%20%0Acan%20you%20see%20all%20the%20pain%20i%20hold%20inside%20%0Anow%20that%20you're%20looking%20me%20in%20the%20eye%20%0Ado%20you%20see%20how%20your%20love%20is%20hurting,%20%0Aeven%20more,%20how%20its%20slowly%20killing%20me.%20%0Awas%20it%20all%20an%20act%20i%20have%20to%20wonder?%20%0Abecause%20if%20your%20words%20say%20you%20love%20%0Awhy%20is%20it%20always%20more%20hurt%20you%20bring,%20%0Arather%20than%20just%20letting%20me%20walk%20away,%20%0Aso%20i%20may%20finally%20be%20able%20to%20breathe%20again.%E2%80%9C%20%20%20%20It%E2%80%99s%20only%20just%20#poetry%20and%20#dreams&category=lifestyle&hashtags=poetry+love+dreams+photography&author=mammasitta&profileImageUrl=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/profileImages/478-640&permlink=appics-v1-appics-im-248847)<br/><br/>[![Powered by APPICS - visit us at appics.com](https://s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com/appics-staging/steemit_banner.gif)](https://appics.com/referenced.html?ref=steemit.com&type=image&id=248847&url=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/9580c45f544ed841c51066da0d2bc7ff-640&caption=BREATHING%20!%20%F0%9F%A5%80%20I%20am%20just%20a%20#hopeless%20#romantic%20dreaming%20of%20#illusions%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20%20Poetry%20by%20#silentpoetgirl%20%20%E2%80%9EWishing%20for%20just%20a%20single%20moment%20%0Amaybe%20I%20could%20hold%20your%20attention%20%0Aand%20share%20the%20things%20on%20my%20#heart.%0Awould%20we%20for%20a%20moment%20disappear?%20%0Acould%20you%20see%20its%20me%20still%20waiting%20here%20%0Ai'm%20longing%20to%20feel%20the%20words%20you%20say%20%0Ahow%20you%20#love%20me%20more%20than%20anything.%20%0A......but,%20your%20hands%20are%20holding%20pieces%20%0Afrom%20you%20crushing%20my%20#fragileheart,%20%0Aa%20heart%20you%20once%20held%20so%20delicately.%20%0Acan%20you%20see%20all%20the%20pain%20i%20hold%20inside%20%0Anow%20that%20you're%20looking%20me%20in%20the%20eye%20%0Ado%20you%20see%20how%20your%20love%20is%20hurting,%20%0Aeven%20more,%20how%20its%20slowly%20killing%20me.%20%0Awas%20it%20all%20an%20act%20i%20have%20to%20wonder?%20%0Abecause%20if%20your%20words%20say%20you%20love%20%0Awhy%20is%20it%20always%20more%20hurt%20you%20bring,%20%0Arather%20than%20just%20letting%20me%20walk%20away,%20%0Aso%20i%20may%20finally%20be%20able%20to%20breathe%20again.%E2%80%9C%20%20%20%20It%E2%80%99s%20only%20just%20#poetry%20and%20#dreams&category=lifestyle&hashtags=poetry+love+dreams+photography&author=mammasitta&profileImageUrl=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/profileImages/478-640&permlink=appics-v1-appics-im-248847)

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@abmleon · Aug 5 '20

You are too small with the comparism of these steers 😀😀

👍 mammasitta

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@mammasitta · Aug 5 '20

Haha ! I am not “small” at all hahaa

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@emmy4great · Aug 5 '20

hmmm am big oooh

👍 mammasitta

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@mammasitta · Aug 5 '20

??? what you mean?

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@emmy4great · Aug 5 '20

i mean nice one, i really love your write up okey

👍 mammasitta

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@ahlawat · Aug 5 '20

So pretty

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@sarifiin · Aug 5 '20

deap feelings underneath the poem❤

👍 mammasitta, sarifiin

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@mickyscofield · Aug 5 '20

Agelessly Sweet Maama...You look stunning

👍 mammasitta

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@karenmckersie · Aug 5 '20

Beautiful shot!

👍 mammasitta

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@saifulfrank · Aug 5 '20

are you wailing behind the poem?

👍 mammasitta

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@jinia97 · Aug 5 '20

Is the poem has deep meaning about your loneliness?

👍 mammasitta

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@engrsayful · Aug 6 '20

$0.02

Meaningful poem

👍 dustsweeper, mammasitta

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@godlovermel25 · Aug 6 '20

Nice, really nice write ups. 😇

👍 mammasitta

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@toukirahmed02 · Aug 6 '20

You looking so cute... dear

👍 mammasitta, ahmed05

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@shajj · Aug 6 '20

Congratulations for senior ambassador mam..start a new journey with a lot of dreams

👍 mammasitta

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@ahmed05 · Aug 6 '20

Congratulations and looks good dear

👍 mammasitta, ahmed05

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@anahilarski · Aug 6 '20

Beautiful as always Mammasitta 😜💕

👍 mammasitta

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@david.steem · Aug 7 '20

Love is freedom. My mother was the first person pushing me to go away from that house. Since them i am still travelling,, Loving and being loved.

👍 mammasitta

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@david.steem · Aug 7 '20

We don't own nobody. Love is a light Breeze. And as you said: Breath (that's my password ) . Liebe Grüße und vielen Dank

👍 mammasitta

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@jaflex · Aug 8 '20

Only real lover can understand poem.

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