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I'm kinda introverted too, it happens to me like that sometimes. You experience difficulty in interaction or public speaking sometimes and some other times it comes very easy and you wondering. I think what determines the ease or the difficulty is just our mood, the energy inside us at that particular moment, what we've been eating, the kind of people we' get to talk to, the topic of discussion, etc. It's just like that. Sometimes the anxiety attacks just don't come, for reasons we've not tried to grasp yet. 😀
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I think that my anxiety builds up from expectations, being too much in my head, caring too much what people will think when in reality they probably don't care and maybe struggle the same way.
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Yeah, that's right. That happens too
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