LIFE was split BEFORE and AFTER ... when my mom went to eternity! by olga.maslievich

ua · @olga.maslievich · Dec 30 '19 (edited)

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LIFE was split BEFORE and AFTER ... when my mom went to eternity!

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My world has turned black and white ... It's a harsh winter!  Winter started suddenly.  Both in nature and in my soul ...

Мій світ став чорно білим... Наступила сувора зима! Зима почалась раптово. І в природі, і в моїй душі...

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One morning phone call split my life into BEFORE and AFTER ...

Один ранковий телефонний дзвінок розділив моє життя на ДО і ПІСЛЯ...


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It's so cold!  Winter covered the Earth with a white carpet.  How to warm my soul?  White lone birch - my connection to the sky ... Can you take away my pain?

Настільки холодно! Зима вкрила Землю білим килимом. Як зігріти мою душу? Біла одинока береза - мій зв'язок з небом... Може забереш мою біль?

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I  must to be strong and believe in love!  Spring is coming and my mom's soul will smile at me with a spring flower :)

Я маю бути сильною і вірити в любов! Скоро настане весна і душа моєї мами посміхнеться до мене весняною квіточкою :)

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Thank you for your time...

Дякую за ваш час...

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👎 frustig, arxriov, agroma

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@trincowski · Dec 30 '19

I can imagine... it must be a terrible thing to go through. 🙄

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@olga.maslievich · Dec 30 '19

It's so awful that I have to go to the top level to be able to rethink it...

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@olga.maslievich · Jan 5 '20

Thank you!

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@sergey44 · Dec 31 '19

it's hard when you lose your loved ones

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@olga.maslievich · Jan 5 '20

It's a terrible feeling of the unreality of what happened ...
Thank you for your condolences!

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