I am writing this because I want to help someone gain their strength back. I realize that over the  past 10 months I have made a lot of wrong decisions and taken a lot of wrong choices. These choices placed me in a lot of mess that I am still struggling to get out of.

You know there is a saying that you do not know what you are getting yourself into until you get yourself there. This is my case and I will not like to go into details what really happened in the last 10 months. The truth about life is there are ups and downs for everyone, nothing is actually how it looks, there is always something hidden that you never found out before getting yourself into doing them.

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Sometimes, I always wished i remain a child so as to stay away from responsibility but unfortunately, I have to grow up and become responsible. I have to be responsible for myself, my thoughts, my actions and inaction. I remember when I was a child, my teacher said the best way to learn is from others but the truth is there are a lot of things you will have to learn by yourself because nobody will be there to teach you. You have to teach yourself and graduate from them yourself. Nobody can teach you those things and even if you have someone to tell you, you will still make mistakes and these mistakes will be added to your life CV.


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One thing you need to understand is this, during this trying times you have to be strong. YOu have to believe in your inner strength and your inner gifts, you need to learn your lessons fast or remain there for long. No one can take away the things you learn during those period from you because they are things you learned by yourself, you keep remembering the mistakes you made because they are costly and try never to repeat such. You become stronger and be prepared to fight bigger challenges and obstacles.

You will have to keep fighting because that is what responsibility is. Be strong and never faint in the process.

Thanks for coming around, stay awesome and amazing. I am @tobi.