Penned Bullshit ~ Don't you think. by penderis

rant · @penderis · Mar 21 '19 (edited)

$0.85

Penned Bullshit ~ Don't you think.

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Speechless is such a lie. 
A simple thing we say when what we want to say is not appropriate or related. 

<br><hr>

<h5>"They laid off your Dad today. Those damn immigrants fault you know." <br>
<sub><strike>speechless</strike></sub> <i>"So nothing to do with Dad being an alcoholic and thief?"</i></h5>

<center><sup>..........</sup></center>

<h5>"Aunt Joan got custody of Uncle Jimmies right hand, so now they need to go dig him up and give it to her."<br>
<sub><strike>speechless</strike></sub> <i>"Do you know why Aliens are mainly considered green?"</i></h5>

<br><hr>

When I have not posted something for a few days then I could say that I am speechless. I could say my mind is just empty. I could say that a midget stole my computer but I have a mobile and try as they will it won't come out of my ass. 

Maybe that is the problem, the disconnect if you will. That in less than a year Steems posting mantra has gone from quality original to any 'ol ass will do.  I am fine with that because after a few drinks or certain age I can see it for the universal truth it is. 

<br>

As for being speechless, thoughtless... Yeah that is close. Thoughtless, not thoughtless as in mentioning if I ever got Aids I would be better off killing myself when someone with said Aids is standing right there. Thoughtless as in, is anything worth saying, sharing, shoving down an unsuspecting (willing) strangers throat while asking do you know what deep throating is and not really waiting for an answer. 

Then I remember I am on steem, whaleshares and others whose names I forget. I am on video, audio, learning, teaching, writing and tweeting platforms. I am on more platforms than I have connections with people. 

<br>

The drive I would say with steem or whalshares, is that pathetic little part of me hoping that I get something of worth in return. 

"It sure would be nice," is how many thoughts start when thinking of the future and sharing from my ass. Then sometimes I fool myself and think, what if I took it more seriously? 

<h5>"That is nice." <br> 
<i>"No, really. What if I talked about tech, health, politics. Any topic but a topic at least?"</i></h5>

I could do professional, inspiring, informed, entertaining, topical style things. Be more consistent, reliable and dedicated. I could write blogs, support that with vlogs and sell a production. Share it with advertising, nagging and a whole lot of bragging in discord or via Twitter, be featured as a guest on a podcast. 

<h5>"That is nice."</h5>

<br><hr>

<center>

At the very least I could write a poem, share a picture.
Smuggly share insight, maybe it provides delight.
Inform, enthral, deceive to believe.
Fake news, personal horror.<br><br>

I won't though.
I will not.
I am thoughtless.
My brain is rot. <br><br>

Disconnected is my charm.
I see no harm other than missing out.
On what you ask?
I don't know. 
FOMO.
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<hr><br>

<center><h3>Alas. Not much, but so damn much. Nothing of interest, but so much interest. </h3></center>

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@partiko-promoter · Mar 21 '19

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@insaneworks · Mar 22 '19

Speechless = awkward = my thing

– My dear friend just died.
– I love funerals, invite me there, will there be there a coffin shape cake?

– I accidentally tore my favorite pants.
– I think they were pretty ugly.

– I have 6 days to live.
– And I have a terrible toothache!

– I love you!
– Well, thanks.

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@penderis · Mar 23 '19

Those are some classic examples. I am pretty sure with the 2 days to live one it is just irritating because they have been giving a countdown for a month. :)

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@free-reign · Mar 22 '19

I guess that the proper way to be speechless is, one would have to recall some event where they'd heard someone say something, or seen someone do something, of which they could then tell someone else that the heard or observed words or actions rendered them speechless.

I don't believe I've ever said that I was speechless, personally, and I don't ever recall being speechless to the point that something registered in my head that I was, indeed, speechless.  Though there have been situations where I could have said something but didn't, it was more out of the feeling of "what's the use" rather than thinking to myself "I'm speechless."  I'm not sure if my kind of silence would be considered the same thing as being speechless or not.  Well, one difference could be that I'd never tell anyone that I was speechless.

You're a good writer my friend.  I've found personally that most anything you've written has been fun and entertaining to read.  Every writer has slumps and times when it seems you'll never have another idea again, ever!  Just go with the flow and whatever comes out of it will be a good thing! :)

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@penderis · Mar 23 '19

I think in normal conversation a person tends to always find something to say even if it is just to let them keep talking. Ideally "Bye." is always a good one but then you get etiquette and things that make bye seem worst than saying something rude and hurtful haha. 

I have heard people say "I am speechless."  then they keep talking so it is more filler than anything else. 

Commentless though, I get that 100% :)

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@angryman · Mar 22 '19

An insanely sarcastic, mockingly tone I notice...Very worthy of an up-vote.

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@penderis · Mar 23 '19

$0.03

Thank you :) <br>https://media.giphy.com/media/MUeQeEQaDCjE4/giphy.gif

👍 dustsweeper, angryman

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@angryman · Mar 24 '19

Thou may 'rise' humble servants of the Kingdom...

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