When you are in dilemma and realize that your mind and brain is fighting, what you ... by priyanarc

appics · @priyanarc · Feb 26 '20 (edited)

$2.71

When you are in dilemma and realize that your mind and brain is fighting, what you ...

...  gonna do?? You want to cry but you can't then!!!!!

<br>

Every human expresses themselves in a very different way, some cry, some scream, some become aggressive and some become more silent. Every day I fight to fix my life and something happens. I stopped sharing my problem with my family. They won't understand plus they will throw their opinion for free which will break me apart. 


This happened to me several times that's why I stopped sharing. People say that if you share yourselves with others, you will feel free. Well, on some points it is right but not everything. Some will understand your problem and some will give you ... free advice...

<br>

Don't think me wrong, it's true that not everyone is capable to understand you, to feel your pain. 

But despite of everything he decides to leave everything behind and move forward...

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## Love

### Priyan...<br/><br/>[![930216fd4519d0c2c054a50ab12fddea](https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/930216fd4519d0c2c054a50ab12fddea-640)](https://appics.com/referenced.html?ref=steemit.com&type=image&id=103124&url=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/930216fd4519d0c2c054a50ab12fddea-640&caption=When%20you%20are%20in%20dilemma%20and%20realize%20that%20your%20mind%20and%20brain%20is%20fighting,%20what%20you%20gonna%20do??%20You%20want%20to%20cry%20but%20you%20can't%20then!!!!!%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0AEvery%20human%20expresses%20themselves%20in%20a%20very%20different%20way,%20some%20cry,%20some%20scream,%20some%20become%20aggressive%20and%20some%20become%20more%20silent.%20Everyday%20I%20fight%20to%20fix%20my%20life%20and%20something%20happen.%20I%20stopped%20sharing%20my%20problem%20with%20my%20family.%20They%20won't%20understand%20plus%20they%20will%20throw%20their%20opinion%20for%20free%20which%20will%20broke%20me%20a%20part.%20This%20happened%20to%20me%20several%20times%20that's%20why%20I%20stopped%20sharing.%20People%20say%20that%20if%20you%20share%20yourselves%20with%20others,%20you%20will%20feel%20free.%20Well,%20on%20some%20points%20it%20is%20right%20but%20not%20everything.%20Some%20will%20understand%20your%20problem%20and%20some%20will%20give%20you%20...%20free%20advice...%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0ADon't%20think%20me%20wrong,%20it's%20truth%20that%20not%20everyone%20is%20capable%20to%20understand%20you,%20to%20feel%20your%20pain.%20%0A%0ABut%20despite%20of%20everything%20he%20decide%20to%20leave%20everythg%20behind%20and%20move%20forward...%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0A##%20Love%0A%0A###%20Priyan...&category=lifestyle&hashtags=palnet+neoxian+lifestyle+creativecoin&author=priyanarc&profileImageUrl=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/profileImages/1576-1553501858439-640&permlink=appics-v1-appics-im-103124)<br/><br/>[![Powered by APPICS - visit us at appics.com](https://s3.eu-central-1.amazonaws.com/appics-staging/steemit_banner.gif)](https://appics.com/referenced.html?ref=steemit.com&type=image&id=103124&url=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/930216fd4519d0c2c054a50ab12fddea-640&caption=When%20you%20are%20in%20dilemma%20and%20realize%20that%20your%20mind%20and%20brain%20is%20fighting,%20what%20you%20gonna%20do??%20You%20want%20to%20cry%20but%20you%20can't%20then!!!!!%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0AEvery%20human%20expresses%20themselves%20in%20a%20very%20different%20way,%20some%20cry,%20some%20scream,%20some%20become%20aggressive%20and%20some%20become%20more%20silent.%20Everyday%20I%20fight%20to%20fix%20my%20life%20and%20something%20happen.%20I%20stopped%20sharing%20my%20problem%20with%20my%20family.%20They%20won't%20understand%20plus%20they%20will%20throw%20their%20opinion%20for%20free%20which%20will%20broke%20me%20a%20part.%20This%20happened%20to%20me%20several%20times%20that's%20why%20I%20stopped%20sharing.%20People%20say%20that%20if%20you%20share%20yourselves%20with%20others,%20you%20will%20feel%20free.%20Well,%20on%20some%20points%20it%20is%20right%20but%20not%20everything.%20Some%20will%20understand%20your%20problem%20and%20some%20will%20give%20you%20...%20free%20advice...%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0ADon't%20think%20me%20wrong,%20it's%20truth%20that%20not%20everyone%20is%20capable%20to%20understand%20you,%20to%20feel%20your%20pain.%20%0A%0ABut%20despite%20of%20everything%20he%20decide%20to%20leave%20everythg%20behind%20and%20move%20forward...%0A%0A%3Cbr%3E%0A%0A##%20Love%0A%0A###%20Priyan...&category=lifestyle&hashtags=palnet+neoxian+lifestyle+creativecoin&author=priyanarc&profileImageUrl=https://s3.us-east-1.amazonaws.com/appics-content/profileImages/1576-1553501858439-640&permlink=appics-v1-appics-im-103124)

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shiktou	183,465,509,540	50%
ctime	213,134,932,427	2%
too-short	547,080,980	100%
bluemaskman	2,476,845,910	12.5%
thelogicaldude	4,207,419,078	12.5%
assfaceproject	902,299,309	25%
german.news	1,288,952,202	10%
playgame1000k	586,461,246	100%
larsito	4,394,344,145	100%
coredump	97,543,368	3%
raspibot	3,209,641,000	100%
davixesk8	18,776,697,201	50%
socialbot	201,528,984,921	50%
hjlee119	802,783,218	30%
walterprofe	2,353,369,150	20%
zeruxanime	1,015,135,640	20%
weedcash	3,593,866,033	8.25%
k64	1,333,058,455	27.5%
burn-it-down	5,578,602,930	30%
fsm-liquid	13,433,846,702	5%
oyx	1,610,977,121	76%
budwizard	194,849,079	4%
we-are-palcoin	60,042,228	9.31%
moonhodler	1,306,258,390	14%
grannabis	574,749,092	23%
mustakkio	1,137,583,899	4%
jferdous	566,245,652	10%
triplea.bot	1,596,507,285	5%
steem.leo	170,630,395,449	5.7%
jk6276.pal	546,041,098	10%
chrono.leo	142,763,241	20%
hyborian-strain	1,731,567,148	30%
freddio.sport	39,308,593,191	15%
the.melvo	535,370,017	100%
the.lazy.panda	764,874,242	10%
dr-autoflower	2,685,637,178	12.5%
leo.syndication	2,880,995,082	6%
one.life	61,700,682,635	5.98%
maxuvb	2,583,805,219	5.4%
maxuvc	2,603,029,643	5.4%
maxuve	19,252,987,006	4.32%
bwar.life	458,740,283	100%
lifestyle.alfa	422,713,372	100%
double.bear.neox	692,519,657	100%
ctl001	575,624,706	100%
vipservice	43,293,198,394	3%
bilpcoinrecords	1,344,203,458	2%
isaria-neo	760,193,083	50%
sqljoker	31,930,888	2%
allianceshow	3,759,341,410	100%
tatiana21	2,931,091,868	42%
dblog.supporter	17,637,618,126	30%
themilkymark	142,365,493,032	3.98%
crypto.income	489,780,035,688	17%
tonystarkalive	28,745,486	2%
haseebasifkhan	2,328,621,531	100%
miti.life	344,342,296	100%
jboogzofficial	541,101,676	18%
feanor11	16,807,088	11%
simply2koool	10,352,859,273	25%
bilpcoinpower	223,142,239	10%
apx	104,014,508	3%
urduhaqaiq	544,586,973	100%
wittys.angels	7,849,423,653	100%
wittysangels	7,849,022,055	100%
hive-175447	5,793,361,654	75%
hive-123585	2,992,980,314	20%
biplobpk	0	6%
aida.lovic	145,371,393	100%

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