I am trying to find positivity and inspiration from Nature... by priyanarc

hive-104522 · @priyanarc · Apr 26 '21

$13.58

I am trying to find positivity and inspiration from Nature...

After hearing the death news of my aunty, I was completely shocked and silent for a while. Anyhow, I felt that the world has stopped for me for a moment. It's hard to express feelings through words when you hear such kind of heartbreaking news suddenly. It took me some time to digest the news and to believe in it. But this is the reality of life, you have to accept death and humans are mortal. The day you started growing up, you knew that you have to leave this world one day, yes one day but you don't know when that "one day" will come.

This world is beautiful and there are so many elements for you to enjoy. Mother nature has given us the opportunity to enjoy her beauty. A little appreciation can change an individual's entire life but we often forget that we are lucky and we should be grateful every day for our life. A little piece of happiness lies in our daily life but most of us don't know how to find our own happiness. We often search for it but only a few can find the word called **"Happiness"**.

![20210424_144528.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmZkpCe8GqLJBixsPz33Ycd6bHHC1pehhF4WeFaudFksu4/20210424_144528.jpg)

Every day I go out for a walk, sometimes for 2-3 hours. Not just because I enjoy walking around but also the entire walking moment works as a mind healer for me. I am an immigrant and I have said this before in my several posts, no matter how much I try to stay strong and positive, some situations put me in the worst or often turn out the worst part of life later. I rarely get news from family because I am not connected with them nowadays. Everything seemed like fallen a part nowadays...

While walking on the lonely street, I have found these beautiful violet flowers. They bloomed yesterday and were enjoying the sun rays. Together they look adorable. Some people say that the name of the flower is Crepe jasmine, some say Viola but honestly, I don't know the exact name of this flower. But yes, I know the name of those bugs, after all, they are ladybugs, very common in Ukraine...

![20210424_144953.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmb1yuh8Z1UDKqK3dReymjp9N6XSFXVy7XKSw7Bi5GKe8W/20210424_144953.jpg)

![20210424_144007.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmQKGvxUgQBkgXjCQMyeyAWm9ePV5V56AtUvFGkECMQPJB/20210424_144007.jpg)

Still, now, I am not familiar with all the European flowers. I came to know few names so far and can identify them easily nowadays but still, I have to search in google to find the uncommon flower names.

Maybe after seeing these pictures, you are thinking that this is a cherry blossom tree or an apple tree. No, they are not...

![20200331_120710.jpg](https://cdn.steemitimages.com/DQmdSjat4fLAADKBsbs6cZcmyZQpXqrxuTxBE12CUkGByHg/20200331_120710.jpg)

There are many similarities between Cherry and apple blossom but they are different. You have to identify by watching at the trees or you have to closely observe the flowers. They are quite similar but as I have said, my observation taught me to identify the correct flower and differentiate the species...

This is the apricot tree flower and soon during summer, fruits will come out...

Anyway, I am working on my mind setup and I am trying to find motivation once again in life. I know this is my struggle period and I am trying to heal my mind and heart together. I will be okay I know...

## Regards

### Priyan...

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@ahmad710 · Apr 26 '21

Sir your post very beautiful and good work and very good photography

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@priyanarc · Apr 26 '21

Thank you, anyway I am not sir :P I am a girl...

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@ahmad710 · Apr 26 '21

Let's be good you give me your whatsapp number Thanks

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@yousafharoonkhan · Apr 26 '21

beautiful photography amazing post

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@priyanarc · Apr 26 '21

Thanks brother...

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@katerinaramm · Apr 26 '21

Oh I cant even imagine how you must felt and feel..
Yes, nature cant heal you but it can help you soothe your sorrow
I wish that you feel better soon my friend

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@priyanarc · Apr 27 '21

$0.02

I need time, to be honest that's why I am very silent nowadays. After my mom's death, I can't digest death news so easily...

👍 dustbunny, katerinaramm

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@hafizullah · Apr 27 '21

So beautiful photography and positive Vibes.

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@priyanarc · Apr 28 '21

Thanks bro...

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@jlufer · Apr 28 '21

how are you dear friend @priyanarc good day
It made me very sad to read the news of your aunt's death.
A daily walk is very good for the body, ideal for clearing the mind.
Have a nice day

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@priyanarc · Apr 28 '21

Thanks my friend...

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