I don't know the definition of "Hope" by priyanarc

ecotrain · @priyanarc · Jun 16 '19

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I don't know the definition of "Hope"

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It's midnight and I am still awake, thinking what to write, what can I write. I never ever wrote a poem not even try to write. I used to write everyday into my hidden diary and that's it. I am kinda weird person, actually I like freedom. Lot's of people misunderstood me because of that but I know my limits...


<center> *May be I am weird, may be I am crazy
But who are you to justify me!!
Did you ever think twice
Before leaving me???*

*You broke me into pieces,
You made me feel worst, 
I was sad and hopeless, 
Nothing was right.*

*I don't know how many dark nights I have passed,
But I started to hate myself,
My nights were like nightmare,
And tears stopped falling from eyes....*

*I don't know how to define **Hope**,
But suddenly I saw a little ray,
Just like burning candle.
You cut me into pieces but
I built myself, recreate myself,
With the hope of seeing sunshine...*

*Yes, I live on hope, 
Hope for a better healthy life,
No matter how many times I broke,
I will rise again and again....* </center>

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Well, I am not a poet and this is my first try writing something poetic. I hope you guys will like it....

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@brittandjosie · Jun 16 '19

I live on hope too dear and Reading your poen i think she is the architect of her life and a powerfull life bit on socials and in real life

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Hahaha.. Brit you always make me laugh.. hahaha @brittandjosie... Sending love for you...

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@blind-spot · Jun 16 '19 (edited)

Nice picture
Great poem 

It sure resonates how you feel. Is great that you built up again yourself, without anyone. It's good to know you are strong and independent. Great work

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Thank you @blind-spot... Really appreciate your support...

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@riverflows · Jun 16 '19

Well done YOU!!! I love it when people rise to the challenge... its a sweet reflection on HOPE.

And you are NOT wierd... you are unique and amazing. Remember everyone is wierd to someone!

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Hahaha.. Finally I wrote something and I feel it's better then nothing... hihihih...Thanks my dear for stopping by @riverflows..

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@misslasvegas · Jun 17 '19

This challenge was only my second attempt at writing a poem! 
You've done an amazing job! It's from the heart and I can feel it.
<3

👍 dr-frankenstein

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@priyanarc · Jun 17 '19

Thank you so much, yes I tried to write from my heart, is it true or not I don't know.. Just wrote what I feel about hope.. I really thank @ecotrain for giving us this opportunity.. @misslasvegas

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@mytechtrail · Jun 17 '19

One step at a time,
One thing at a time and
One day at a time.

From preppernurse1 on youtube

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@priyanarc · Jun 17 '19

Wow, you are good buddy.. @mytechtrail..

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@jalentakesphotos · Jun 17 '19

<p>Congrats on having the courage to bare your soul! That's big. We could all use a little hope.</p>

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@priyanarc · Jun 17 '19

Ya absolutely.. This is my first attempt and I am glad you like it @jalentakesphotos

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@eco-alex · Jun 17 '19

wow, yeah really deep.. getting into the depth of hope.. thank you for sharing this! <3

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@priyanarc · Jun 17 '19

Thank you @eco-alex for stopping by and thanks for this contest. It was a great new experience for me writing a poem because I never think about writing a poem before.. Thanks for that..

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@adalger · Jun 17 '19

Hi there ! .. this is a nice poem, also it sounds quite depressive. You should try yourself out on some more ^^

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@priyanarc · Jun 17 '19

Well, I will try , yes quiet depressive but I don't know why it turned out depressive, I should try write something about happy moments..

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@angelro · Jun 17 '19

Here it is, another reluctant poet but came up with a beautiful one! From your Bio, you are an architect, so you have inside you'. that's for sure...

Keep writing, this was good one, and if I am free to ask a question...

>_I don't know how to define **Hope**, But suddenly I saw a little ray, Just like burning candle. You cut me into pieces but I built myself,

What was you referring by "You cut me into pieces... just feel little mismatching...

Have a nice day

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Thanks friend, @angelro ... Well, I meant that people always hurt us so badly and we feel like they are hurting us like hell... It's little bit weird.. :P :P hahaha... Thanks friend for stopping by...

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@nurseanne84 · Jun 18 '19

There is nothing weird or strange about you keeping a diary. I did that too for a very long time and though people gets to read some of the entries and judge me for it, I just wanted to tell you this: it is you. It is your way of expressing yourself. so, go on. The world can be a harsh place sometimes but, I have to tell you this: its worth living for!

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Thanks my dear for such inspiring motivational words.. Really no one understand some situations and really made us feel worst.. Thanks dear for stopping by.. I highly appreciate that @nurseanne84

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@owasco · Jun 18 '19

Yes that is a beautiful poem! 
Hope, at least, is always always within reach and often a lifeline. 
Nice entry.

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@priyanarc · Jun 18 '19

Agreed.. Thank you for stopping by..

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