 Я не знаю, как мне жить, чем дышать?.. Чем заполнить чёрный вакуум внутри… Чем печаль мою избыть и как прогнать… Где тепла хотя б немного найти? **Припев: Но зов услышав в ночи негромкий, Шагну без страха я к грани тонкой… Боль презирая, к тому навстречу, Кто понимает и душу лечит** Заблудилась в чуждом мире, вот дела!.. И тоску теперь вовек мне не унять!.. Я бы кровь свою по капле отдала, Чтобы жизнь на жизнь, не глядя, поменять **Припев** Ах, как много лет сквозь пальцы утекло, Просочилось незаметно, как песок… И ползёт слеза, прозрачней, чем стекло, И не сбывшимся желаньям вышел срок. **Припев** Авторская песня Радмилы Михайловой <iframe width="100%" height="300" scrolling="no" frameborder="no" allow="autoplay" src="https://w.soundcloud.com/player/?url=https%3A//api.soundcloud.com/tracks/454684470&color=%23ff5500&auto_play=false&hide_related=false&show_comments=true&show_user=true&show_reposts=false&show_teaser=true&visual=true"></iframe> @radmi
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| trionyx-dv | 0 | 629,352,796 | 50% | ||
| tanya135 | 0 | 302,889,507 | 70% | ||
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| kewlc3s | 0 | 1,186,523,697 | 70% | ||
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