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Thank you for writing that. I hope it might lessen your pain, if only just an iota ... it is a wonderfully honest piece. And yes, plastic toys suck. We have Lego here, shaped into small monsters which hide, camouflaged, on the carpet.
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Yeah, I had to! I've been in denial for a while now. I'm starting to see a few streams of light, nothing big, though has changed. Writing has always been a way to understand what's going on........
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