새삼스럽게... by ryanhkr

kr · @ryanhkr · Jul 18 '18

$9.91

새삼스럽게...

어제의 회식..

나와는 관계가 별로인 상사가 새삼스럽게 말을 붙인다.

" 라이언씨, 과거에 내가 미안했다.. 용서해라.. 이해해줄래? "
(물론 그는 만취 상태이다..)

무슨 대답을 원하는 것일까?
다음날, 이 기억을 기억이나 할까?

아래 직급의 직원에게 건내기 힘든 말일 것이다..
그렇다고 술의 힘을 적당히 빌리는 것이 아닌 그 힘에 의지하여 말을 하면
그 행동들의 진실성을 의심 하게 된다.
(물론, 이제 그는 과거 행동에 의해 사측으로 부터 적절한 처분을 받은 상태다.)

이미 꽤 많이 지난 일이기에 다 잊고 있는데
다시금 재기를 위한 포석인지... 요즘 많이 힘들어 아군을 만드려함인지...
아니면 자신의 업무를 서포트해야 하는 나에게 더 많은 협조를 기대하는 것인지...

그의 속은 알 수 없다..
알 수 없다..
사실 알고 싶지도 않다..



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@heeingu · Jul 18 '18

회식에서의 말들은 묻어두세요 ㅎ

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@ryanhkr · Jul 18 '18

그쵸 ^^
술김에 하는 말들은 알콜처럼 날라가는 기억 같아요~

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@jinuking · Jul 18 '18

나도 어제 회식했는데

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@ryanhkr · Jul 18 '18

혼자 좋은 것 먹고....

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@lee014278 · Jul 18 '18

취중진담 이란 말도 있지 않나요~~
전하고 싶었지만  멋적고 부하직원이니 
챙피하기도 하고..해서 술기운을 빌어
그 순간 만큼은 진심이었을수도 있죠
다만 다음날 기억을 못해서 문제지요~~^^

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@ryanhkr · Jul 18 '18

제가 아주 좋아하는 노래기도 하죠 ^^

진실을 말하기위해 술의 힘이 필요한데
술이 진실을 흐리게 만드는..

아이러니한 관계 같아요 :-)

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@kyju · Jul 18 '18

취중진담도 있지만 다음날 그것을 기억해야 진담이겠지요.

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@ryanhkr · Jul 18 '18

그쵸?
이왕 마음 먹었으면 맨정신에 진솔한 이야기를 하면
더 마음에 다가 올 수 있을텐데 말이죠 ^^

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@aromi · Jul 18 '18

본능에 따라 행동하시면 맘이 편할듯요

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@ryanhkr · Jul 19 '18

네~ 본능에 충실해봐야겠습니다 :-)

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@zzings · Jul 19 '18

저도 요즘 회사생활 힘드네요... 술먹고 하는 얘기들은, 다음날 잊는게 여러모로 좋더라고요.

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@ryanhkr · Jul 19 '18

찡스님도 힘드시군요.. 그래도 집에 오면 천사가 웃어주니 그 기쁨으로 이겨내야죠 ^^
저희는 가장이자나요 +_+

오늘도 화이팅 하세요

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@beatblue · Jul 19 '18

굳이 신경쓰지 않아도 될 것을 꺼내서 다시 신경쓰이시겠네요~

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@ryanhkr · Jul 19 '18

대화의 내용 자체는 좋은 이야기인데..
그 사람의 과거를 아는지라.. 그게 글자대로 해석이 안되니 문제 같아요 ^^

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@eversloth · Jul 19 '18

알고 싶지 않죠 ㅎㅎㅎㅎ

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@ryanhkr · Jul 19 '18

제마음이 그와 같습니다 ㅋㅋㅋ

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@feyee95 · Jul 19 '18

저렇게 만취상태에서 이야기하는 거 다음날 기억이나 했으면 좋겠다는 생각 많이 했었는데..같은 생각이시네요.ㅎ 
물론 제가 그런 적이 많아서 그렇다는 이야기는 아닙니다.ㅎㅎ
알고 싶지 않은 건 걍 레드썬! 자신이 편한게 최고일 듯 해요 ㅎ

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@ryanhkr · Jul 19 '18

힘들땐 저도 저에게 '레드썬'을 외치며 최면을 걸어봐야겠습니다~!

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